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adoringmydarling

adoringmydarling

Member
Feb 22, 2024
14
I ruminate over things people brush off. I get anxious over non-problems. I can't take it
 
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SuicideKurt

SuicideKurt

A grain of life in the nonexistence
May 19, 2025
54
Same.
 
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Anonymousa

Anonymousa

Get me Out
Sep 21, 2024
2,393
Yea I am like this too. People say I shouldn't feel this way but I can't help it and feel like this needed so I can prepare or prevent something worse from happening. I feel like my tolerance for stress and mental pain is destroyed.
 
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Doll Steak

Doll Steak

Student
May 31, 2025
176
I know you feel, Its fucking constant mental pain, even when I can distract myself its always there, just waiting.
 
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dearlydeparted44

Specialist
May 21, 2025
399
It means you have a soul. I don't believe a lot of people do.
 
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LetMeOut67

LetMeOut67

Wizard
May 7, 2025
623
Same. If you are not thick skinned you're going to suffer terribly.
And even if you are you'll suffer too,.
 
theboy

theboy

Illuminated
Jul 15, 2022
3,416
Oh
Like what things make you feel sensitive? Explain:)
 
Pluto

Pluto

Cat Extremist
Dec 27, 2020
7,021
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WhatDoesTheFoxSay?

WhatDoesTheFoxSay?

Hold your head high, and your middle finger higher
Dec 25, 2020
1,171
Can relate. On bad days I get triggered by any and everything my family says. Special mention goes to traumatic invalidation when I bring up painful memories that I seemingly am unable to just "get over". Not only, but also using the opportunity to put themselves on a pedestal, priding themselves in being able to "let go", "tough it out" and "face life as it is".
 
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LifeIsASadist

LifeIsASadist

This world is disgusting
Oct 16, 2024
309
I'm not even meant to be alive
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
15,619
I feel the same. I can probably recall every insult/ criticism I've ever received. I remember watching an interview with an actress once. They asked her about her response towards criticism and she replied that she felt like she had a layer less of skin to others. That negative comments really hurt her. Obviously, it's not a great way to be in this world but, it's hard to be what we're not.

One thing that has helped is age. It was so much worse when I was young. Plus, avoiding people wherever possible. Although, that's obviously not the healthiest solution.
 
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cursedlife

Student
Jun 28, 2024
164
I used to care about what people say to me when I was younger , but now my biggest enemy is my mental illness and my over all health if it wasn't for that I wouldn't be in this situation ( wanting to ctb )
 
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zengiraffe

zengiraffe

Student
Feb 29, 2024
105
You might be an HSP, Hyper Sensitive Person. I thought it was nonsense when I first heard about it but the more I read about it the more I related to it. Apparently something like 1 in 4 people are HSPs. People seem to think it's caused by the person having an overactive nervous system.
 
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Thunderstorm

Member
Jun 18, 2025
46
I worry about certain thing
Thing turn out to be okay
My mind:"Lets find something else to worry about now"
 
fallendevil

fallendevil

Horrible Woman
Oct 6, 2024
793
Yea I am like this too. People say I shouldn't feel this way but I can't help it and feel like this needed so I can prepare or prevent something worse from happening. I feel like my tolerance for stress and mental pain is destroyed.
Bro I hate when people tell overly anxious people to calm down.

Yeah, let me just not think about the state of my life after being shunned and verbally abused for most of it!! Let me not question people's intentions after being let down by the people around me continually!! Let's just pretend everything is all dandy and great when we have a convicted felon as president and the economy is crumbling by the minute and a whole other war is beginning so our tax dollars are going to suffer for it.

You're not crazy for being anxious, your nervous system is doing what it's supposed to because you are literally living in hell. We all are.
 
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bl33ding_heart

bl33ding_heart

Borderline
Jun 24, 2025
664
I feel this. As someone with bpd I have significantly more severe emotional reactions to things than someone without bpd would. It's emotionally exhausting and I get nothing but chastised for it. You don't chose to be this way and it isn't your fault, go easy on yourself and try to see yourself as someone you need to love and care for. Try dbt and work on your emotional regulation, I believe in you ❤️
I feel this. As someone with bpd I have significantly more severe emotional reactions to things than someone without bpd would. It's emotionally exhausting and I get nothing but chastised for it. You don't chose to be this way and it isn't your fault, go easy on yourself and try to see yourself as someone you need to love and care for. Try dbt and work on your emotional regulation, I believe in you ❤️
 
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