I think I’m ready

[mors.mihi.lucrum]

I did all my laundry, cleaned my apartment, and wrote what I hope gives them some answers, and if not, I left my phone and passwords to one person. She's the only person that respects my choice, it sucks to write that out and send it to a lawyer, knowing my mom isn't that person. But it's good, I keep telling myself. I left my mom a lot. I've been calling her in shambles for months, so I hope this won't be a surprise to her. I keep saying "it's gonna be okay" and I'm not even sure who I'm saying that to anymore.
It is, going to be okay, right? There's a million reasons that it won't, and I'm not prepared to stick around to find out, but I hope someone out there will agree and my mom won't be so alone.

Thank you all, thank this space, thank you

 

[Oneiron]

Its your life. You don't have to take any responsibility to anyone except yourself. You deserve to be free of suffering. I wish you all the best. May your soul find peace for eternity

 

[deadbidaylight]

It sounds like you have all your affairs in order. I hope your journey is peaceful and quick, and that you are free of the torment that plagued you. Be free and fly high

And always remember, it's okay to change your mind if you need more time. There's no rush, and no shame. No matter which path you choose, may it bring you closer to peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find peace from suffering, I wish you the best.