I think I'm losing my mind

[syyaaahhhh]

I am losing my mind. I hate everything and anything. I constantly want to kill myself. I need help, not thoughts and prayer or anything verbal. That shit won't help me. That shit won't pay my bills. I need help and when I vent people think I am not grateful enough or try to take advantages of me. This society is shit. I am so sick of this shit. Maybe I should get SN and fuck it. I am tired of living like this. Why won't my family or those who I call friends understand it?

 

[FuneralCry]

This world really is such a dreadful place to exist in and I get that it's awful feeling trapped in an existence that you hate, but I just think it's the reality that humans are very self centred and could never really care. We certainly are all alone but anyway I wish you the best.