Venting i think im gonna attempt again in a few days, idk if im gonna succeed or not tho

[itsyaboimio]

everything feels so burdening lately, im not able to do anything because my lack of motivation. im starting to get back to my old self and i hate it. i keep getting reminded of my insecurities and i cant do anything about it even if i want to. everything stress me out yet i cant do anything other than feel hopeless. i have attempted so many times before but i keep failing, i hope ill succeed this one. wish me luck

 

[FuneralCry]

Failing a ctb attempt sounds so awful to me and is exactly what I fear, it's inhumane how we cannot just easily leave this existence in a guaranteed way without risks and complications. But anyway I wish you the best of luck with your plans, it's really understandable just wishing to permanently be free from all the suffering existing brings.