I think I'm going to do it

[nico_wren]

Well, after having this weigh very heavily on my mind for a long time now, I think I've decided; I'm going to do it. Logistics is all I'm worried about now. I need to clean my room beforehand and get rid of some stuff, and I need to make sure that I find the best method that works for me. I'm just not sure how I want to go about this. I'm absolutley sure I want to, but I have no idea where to even begin when it comes to choosing a method. Also, what to do it I fail.. Will I lose my job? What about the hospital bills I'd have to pay or the outstanding bills of current that would pass? This is something I want so badly but it just seems unrealistic without some detailed planning. Where to even begin honestly...

 

[day]

I wish you nothing but the best in your journey and hope you have a nice, calm, peaceful passage.

Best of luck OP.

 

[FuneralCry]

I certainly see it as so cruel how suicide is purposely made so difficult for those who wish to be gone, it should be much easier, we deserve the option to leave this world in peace without risks and complications. But anyway best wishes, I hope that you eventually find what you search for.

 

[Worndown]

Spend some time looking at methods. Think about what you can accept and what you can do successfully. A little planning goes a long way.
I hope all goes as you want.