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lurker299
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- Apr 2, 2023
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I kissed a prostitue and instantly regret it. I just wanted to know what it felt like. I was very lonely and now my life might be over. I want to die i really want to die im so stupid i wish i was dead
Im going to get tested today but i was in close proximity with my family if any of them get it then i will 100% kill myself because ive been nothing but a leech and burden to their lives this would be the final strawHave you had any symptoms? Tested?
I once took a similar stupid risk when I was feeling very vulnerable. That regret is awful. I'm sorry. But realize that it is not the end of the world. I recommend getting tested. I didn't and while I lucked out it could've been bad.
You usually don't have it if you don't see any blisters on your lip in the next two weeks--Even so, your doctor has a test to find out for sure--Only 10% to 25% of people get the fever blisters(lesions in medical terms)from HSV-1, but you can still transmit it if the test comes back positiveI kissed a prostitue and instantly regret it. I just wanted to know what it felt like. I was very lonely and now my life might be over. I want to die i really want to die im so stupid i wish i was dead