wildflowers1996
Arcanist
- Oct 14, 2023
- 479
but the incredibly insecure kind who feels worse than everyone else, not better
I'm so selfish and self-absorbed.
I heard about a girl I knew cooking for 100 people. And my brain just goes "no, I'd rather just die than put in all that effort".
I want to be good and I'm just not. It's like it's just not my nature. It's not that I want others to suffer. In some ways I have a lot of empathy, because I feel awful hearing about all the suffering in the world.
But apparently not awful enough to actually do anything about it.
I do just wish the world would explode and all life would end and no one would ever have to suffer or bother with anything again.
I'm so selfish and self-absorbed.
I heard about a girl I knew cooking for 100 people. And my brain just goes "no, I'd rather just die than put in all that effort".
I want to be good and I'm just not. It's like it's just not my nature. It's not that I want others to suffer. In some ways I have a lot of empathy, because I feel awful hearing about all the suffering in the world.
But apparently not awful enough to actually do anything about it.
I do just wish the world would explode and all life would end and no one would ever have to suffer or bother with anything again.