selfkillermachine
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- Jun 11, 2026
- 5
Recently I've spent my time playing games, I kinda like it, but they dont seem to be that fun anymore, when playing game I feel the need to scroll in some shorts videos or anything to feel an another dose of fast dopamine or I simply stop to play.
I think the fun of playing game is the fact this is the only place in the whole world I will manage to get some kind of achieviment and if dont get, theres no fun, I dont feel challenged if its too hard, dont have the patience and will to tryhard, I just run away and move to the next game or keep in the mid until its get boring, kinda like irl since I see no reason to tryhard anymore. Probably thats the reason I prefer singleplayer only, no real challenge, no big risk, and when I see there a huge gap between me and pro players I dont see the point to risk online nor git gud'ing.
Life is about achieviments when you dont have it there no point on living for me, and why I would tryhard in some random ass game, its not like I would get anything real with that, unless they paying me to do so.
I think the fun of playing game is the fact this is the only place in the whole world I will manage to get some kind of achieviment and if dont get, theres no fun, I dont feel challenged if its too hard, dont have the patience and will to tryhard, I just run away and move to the next game or keep in the mid until its get boring, kinda like irl since I see no reason to tryhard anymore. Probably thats the reason I prefer singleplayer only, no real challenge, no big risk, and when I see there a huge gap between me and pro players I dont see the point to risk online nor git gud'ing.
Life is about achieviments when you dont have it there no point on living for me, and why I would tryhard in some random ass game, its not like I would get anything real with that, unless they paying me to do so.
