Discussion I think I have to do it this week

[doublecupj]

There's a lot of issues beyond my control right now and I think I have to get out ASAP. Maybe as soon as tomorrow.

I'm using a 12 guage shotgun with 00 Buckshot. I'm going through the roof of the mouth. Really hoping there's no pain or even perception.

I'm also worried about a possible "afterlife" although I'm not sure if I should be. Gonna write my note today.

 

[DoubleUp8]

We have similar user names and initially I thought they were incorrectly identifying me as starting this thread. I think about the afterlife as well and no one can say for absolute certain what is in store for those who do successfully ctb. I wonder and always have wondered if any religion has things exactly right.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that you find freedom from all pain and suffering, best wishes.