angelcircuit
"I feel like I can do... just about anything."
- Feb 23, 2023
- 49
Yeah I sort of doubt this will be a peaceful death, but at this point I don't care. It was a mistake to wait out this long to do anything, and my set date (for now) is around my birthday. December 20th. I know OD isn't a reliable method, but I'm not in a spot where other methods would work (i.e hanging, jumping, etc.).
I have a couple of medications including: meclizine, ondansetron, trazodone, aripiprazole, prazosin, hydroxyzine, pseudoephedrine, benzonatate, and sulfameth/trimethoprim.
I would be taking aripiprazole and trazodone, and drink some alcohol or something after. I would also take ondansetron to make sure I don't throw it up. After I take the medication and alcohol, I plan to smoke weed in my bed watching TV until... whatever happens. It would be during the night, or midday. I do currently live with my family, but I'm known to be a shut-in so no one would check up on me anyways.
If I end up backing out, I would try to find a way to obtain SN I guess, but it would have to be after December... I'm not looking forward to another year though.
How stupid is this plan?
I have a couple of medications including: meclizine, ondansetron, trazodone, aripiprazole, prazosin, hydroxyzine, pseudoephedrine, benzonatate, and sulfameth/trimethoprim.
I would be taking aripiprazole and trazodone, and drink some alcohol or something after. I would also take ondansetron to make sure I don't throw it up. After I take the medication and alcohol, I plan to smoke weed in my bed watching TV until... whatever happens. It would be during the night, or midday. I do currently live with my family, but I'm known to be a shut-in so no one would check up on me anyways.
If I end up backing out, I would try to find a way to obtain SN I guess, but it would have to be after December... I'm not looking forward to another year though.
How stupid is this plan?
