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Covalite

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As the title says i think i found a place but im worried it may not be legit. It looks legit but you never know
Edit
site was a phishing site the one i found so i had to cancel my debit card :< Would love some one to tell me a real site that is genuine.
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. As for the anti nausea medication (forgot technical term) i don't know whats a good option for otc or if i need to go prescription route and if so how would i do that. I'm not ready to ctb but i do want options in case that (most likely) my current living situation is soon to get worse.
 
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SN is just going to get harder as time goes by, get it while you can, but be careful.
 
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Covalite

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SN is just going to get harder as time goes by, get it while you can, but be careful.
I just dont know a way to get a good antiemetic thats my issue. Ive heard mixed things about otc and as for prescriptions i don't know how to get one prescribed.
 
RoundaboutResolved

RoundaboutResolved

Stuck in a roundabout with no exits!
Apr 5, 2023
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SN keeps for a year + I believe, maybe longer. Plenty of time to get the rest of the stuff.
 
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salieri

salieri

If you no longer fear death you control fear
Apr 7, 2023
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What's wrong with the current living situation? What's causing you to feel this way?
 
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lukas19

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Jan 17, 2023
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As the title says i think i found a place but im worried it may not be legit. It looks legit but you never know. As for the anti nausea medication (forgot technical term) i dont know whats a good option for otc or if i need to go prescription route and if so how would i do that. Im not ready to ctb but i do want options in case that (most likely) my current living situation is soon to get worse.
I think many Americans use ICC but sorry i don't have the link (i'm from GB)
 
Covalite

Covalite

Anxiety Controls All
Apr 4, 2023
102
What's wrong with the current living situation? What's causing you to feel this way?
A lot of things. I have no irl friends and my online friends are shallow af. Most of my family ethier doesn't care about me or flat out disowned me due to me being trans. My appartment is super tiny and i cant leave it due to rough neighbor hood. I cant drive or ride the bus due to anxity and the few times i do get out are with county care people for mental health. With them it is strickly proffensial and i'm not on a comminment or nothing but I dont want to cancle services otherwise i wouldnt be able to get grocies and basic needs as they take me out of my place. I have no repore with my therpist and i have changed therpists more times than i can count. I just am despret for some one to treat me like a human being and not judge me by my anxity disorder or me being trans. Sorry for poor spelling btw never finshed HS due to variuos reasons. I'm also unhirable basicly due to no HS diplomia or equvielnt and my anxity. The few places that would hire me pay less than my disability income. I could go on but i dont feal like it.
 
salieri

salieri

If you no longer fear death you control fear
Apr 7, 2023
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A lot of things. I have no irl friends and my online friends are shallow af. Most of my family ethier doesn't care about me or flat out disowned me due to me being trans. My appartment is super tiny and i cant leave it due to rough neighbor hood. I cant drive or ride the bus due to anxity and the few times i do get out are with county care people for mental health. With them it is strickly proffensial and i'm not on a comminment or nothing but I dont want to cancle services otherwise i wouldnt be able to get grocies and basic needs as they take me out of my place. I have no repore with my therpist and i have changed therpists more times than i can count. I just am despret for some one to treat me like a human being and not judge me by my anxity disorder or me being trans. Sorry for poor spelling btw never finshed HS due to variuos reasons. I'm also unhirable basicly due to no HS diplomia or equvielnt and my anxity. The few places that would hire me pay less than my disability income. I could go on but i dont feal like it.
I don't think I've ever related to something as much as this. I know the pain you feel and I can tell you it does get better
 
heavyeyes

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Many Americans use IC. They ship from Canada but it should get to you no problem.
 
salieri

salieri

If you no longer fear death you control fear
Apr 7, 2023
19
A lot of things. I have no irl friends and my online friends are shallow af. Most of my family ethier doesn't care about me or flat out disowned me due to me being trans. My appartment is super tiny and i cant leave it due to rough neighbor hood. I cant drive or ride the bus due to anxity and the few times i do get out are with county care people for mental health. With them it is strickly proffensial and i'm not on a comminment or nothing but I dont want to cancle services otherwise i wouldnt be able to get grocies and basic needs as they take me out of my place. I have no repore with my therpist and i have changed therpists more times than i can count. I just am despret for some one to treat me like a human being and not judge me by my anxity disorder or me being trans. Sorry for poor spelling btw never finshed HS due to variuos reasons. I'm also unhirable basicly due to no HS diplomia or equvielnt and my anxity. The few places that would hire me pay less than my disability income. I could go on but i dont feal like it.
Could you tell me a bit about the transition? If that's okay with you.
 
salieri

salieri

If you no longer fear death you control fear
Apr 7, 2023
19
what do you mean like transistion like moving or me being trans
Being trans
How has it affected you?
The thought of committing to it myself weighs very heavy on my mind
 
Covalite

Covalite

Anxiety Controls All
Apr 4, 2023
102
My transition has gone great but some of my family disowned me. I physically pass really well besides my voice and lack of tucking (cant tuck due to "size" and discomfort). TBH me being trans is a minor factor in why i'm considering ctb.
 
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Letgo

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Apr 1, 2023
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yes, I would like the site as well please...
 
Covalite

Covalite

Anxiety Controls All
Apr 4, 2023
102
yes, I would like the site as well please...
as my edit says my debit card might have just got stolen so i had to cancle it :< im pissed at my self for being dumb. But yeah i want a legit site.
 
salieri

salieri

If you no longer fear death you control fear
Apr 7, 2023
19
Despite the negatives to life there will always be positives and I think you should stay around to experience those positives when the come
As the title says i think i found a place but im worried it may not be legit. It looks legit but you never know
Edit
site was a phishing site the one i found so i had to cancel my debit card :< Would love some one to tell me a real site that is genuine.
end of edit
. As for the anti nausea medication (forgot technical term) i don't know whats a good option for otc or if i need to go prescription route and if so how would i do that. I'm not ready to ctb but i do want options in case that (most likely) my current living situation is soon to get worse.
For what it's worth I don't wanna see you go
 
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Covalite

Covalite

Anxiety Controls All
Apr 4, 2023
102
Despite the negatives to life there will always be positives and I think you should stay around to experience those positives when the come
I recognize and appreate the positvies it just they are few and far inbetween even for minor ones.
 
salieri

salieri

If you no longer fear death you control fear
Apr 7, 2023
19
I recognize and appreate the positvies it just they are few and far inbetween even for minor ones.
I hope you know you don't have to carry the weight of this alone
 
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Ernest1964

Specialist
Jan 6, 2023
363
I just dont know a way to get a good antiemetic thats my issue. Ive heard mixed things about otc and as for prescriptions i don't know how to get one prescribed.
If you can make a jump over the border to Mexico, it was VERY easy for me to by an antiemetic over the counter. I just went in and told the pharmacy worker that I'm about to go on cruise and that I get terrible sea sickness. No problem. Good luck.
 
Covalite

Covalite

Anxiety Controls All
Apr 4, 2023
102
If you can make a jump over the border to Mexico, it was VERY easy for me to by an antiemetic over the counter. I just went in and told the pharmacy worker that I'm about to go on cruise and that I get terrible sea sickness. No problem. Good luck.
Cant live up near Canadian border and also no passport mine expired a while ago.
 
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protecttransyouth

Member
Mar 28, 2023
13
A lot of things. I have no irl friends and my online friends are shallow af. Most of my family ethier doesn't care about me or flat out disowned me due to me being trans. My appartment is super tiny and i cant leave it due to rough neighbor hood. I cant drive or ride the bus due to anxity and the few times i do get out are with county care people for mental health. With them it is strickly proffensial and i'm not on a comminment or nothing but I dont want to cancle services otherwise i wouldnt be able to get grocies and basic needs as they take me out of my place. I have no repore with my therpist and i have changed therpists more times than i can count. I just am despret for some one to treat me like a human being and not judge me by my anxity disorder or me being trans. Sorry for poor spelling btw never finshed HS due to variuos reasons. I'm also unhirable basicly due to no HS diplomia or equvielnt and my anxity. The few places that would hire me pay less than my disability income. I could go on but i dont feal like
I am really sorry to hear about the situation surrounding being trans. I'm also trans and you're not alone with that. The situation sucks rn for trans people which is a large part of why I'm here.
 

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