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Feb 21, 2025
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if ever i were to do it, and SI kicked in, i would probably just think:
"think of all the future pain and suffering that is pretty much guaranteed to keep happening for the rest of your entire life,
compared to this brief pain for a few moments".

it's all in the numbers.
 
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copioushopelessness

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Aug 27, 2025
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I keep telling myself this.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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Nov 12, 2025
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Um… this is most people's reason for committing, no?
 
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uselessmanz

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Feb 18, 2026
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if ever i were to do it, and SI kicked in, i would probably just think:
"think of all the future pain and suffering that is pretty much guaranteed to keep happening for the rest of your entire life,
compared to this brief pain for a few moments".

it's all in the numbers

SI beat this for me. I think alcohol will get me past it. Combined with thinking about the pain.
if ever i were to do it, and SI kicked in, i would probably just think:
"think of all the future pain and suffering that is pretty much guaranteed to keep happening for the rest of your entire life,
compared to this brief pain for a few moments".

it's all in the numbers

SI beat this for me. I think alcohol will get me past it. Combined with thinking about the pain.
 
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Eudaimonic

I want to fade away.
Aug 11, 2023
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Idk I think "SI" is multifarious so the effectiveness will vary depending on the person
 
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knowledgeseeking

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Apr 5, 2025
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I have always thought of SI as more of a base almost animal instinct and not as something that is rational. I hope you are right and it does turn out to be something that you can logic your way around.
 
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