kimikatachibana
katarina
- Feb 3, 2023
- 20
i cannot take the pain and guilt anymore
i ruined my relationship with my boyfriend, he lost all trust in me all because of my self destructive mistakes and now he's planning to kill himself too.
i have no one other than him, i was all alone until we met, my life depends on him and of course i ruined the only good thing i have in my life. i can't live in this hellhole anymore, everyday it's getting worse, the only way out for freedom is by committing
i am probably gonna get drunk first so i don't hesitate on my decision, then i'll just ctb by having a train run me over as it's the quickest but i'm still not sure, maybe i'll ctb with my boyfriend
i ruined my relationship with my boyfriend, he lost all trust in me all because of my self destructive mistakes and now he's planning to kill himself too.
i have no one other than him, i was all alone until we met, my life depends on him and of course i ruined the only good thing i have in my life. i can't live in this hellhole anymore, everyday it's getting worse, the only way out for freedom is by committing
i am probably gonna get drunk first so i don't hesitate on my decision, then i'll just ctb by having a train run me over as it's the quickest but i'm still not sure, maybe i'll ctb with my boyfriend