I think early trauma can be and often is a death sentence

[BlazingBob]

I've tried so damn hard but I'm worse than ever, and so are my brothers who went through the same hell.

 

[R_N]

My brothers

Life is a death sentence.

 

[BlazingBob]

Life is a death sentence.

Very true. Sorry my phone sucks.

 

[R_N]

Very true. Sorry my phone sucks.

Mine too dw :D.

 

[Aim]

I've tried so damn hard but I'm worse than ever, and so are my brothers who went through the same hell.

Sorry life has treated you so unfairly I would say more often then not it does seem like there is a sence of correlation between struggels in adulthood and childhood trauma

I've tried so damn hard but I'm worse than ever, and so are my brothers who went through the same hell.

Sorry life has treated you so unfairly I would say more often then not it does seem like there is a sence of correlation between struggels in adulthood and childhood trauma

 

[Givingupandgivingin]

for sure trauma can leave you with low self esteem and poor self worth.
I'm sorry life has treated you unfairly. It's maybe a stupid question but have you had any trauma based therapy?

 

[BlazingBob]

for sure trauma can leave you with low self esteem and poor self worth.
I'm sorry life has treated you unfairly. It's maybe a stupid question but have you had any trauma based therapy?

Over the past 35 years pretty much every kind there is. Now I'm just too sick physically which is why I'm planning to ctb. I'm just tired of fighting these demons in addition to battling worsening health problems. I'm sick of life and don't want to be here anymore.

 

[its.all.gone]

Over the past 35 years pretty much every kind there is. Now I'm just too sick physically which is why I'm planning to ctb. I'm just tired of fighting these demons in addition to battling worsening health problems. I'm sick of life and don't want to be here anymore.

so sorry to hear that. I fully relate to too tired to try anymore feeling.

what trauma may I ask and how early?