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vanillamilkshakes

Aspiring Corpse
Aug 26, 2024
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(I DO NOT ADVOCATE ANYONE TO DO THIS, DO NOT EVEN ATTEMPT THIS IF YOU AREN'T READY TO ACCEPT CTB AS A CONSEQUENCE, DON'T BE AN IDIOT LIKE ME, READ THIS THREAD.

IT DOESN'T MATTER TO ME IF I TRULY DIE FROM ATTEMPTING THIS.


I just taste ingested a truly tiny bit of SN, 2 parts, within 5 minutes of each other. (At most this adds up to a gram)

It's been about 30 minutes since I ingested the first part of SN, it tasted somewhat salty, though wasn't unbearable (it was also notably a little thick in texture)

Symptoms that first occurred were of course minor on the scale of how they'd feel if you ingested the recommended 25g, but I experienced burping that tasted somewhat chemically in nature, I also become slightly dazed (Chalk this up to the SN, or just human instinct, who knows) My heart beat also felt notably faster, stronger.

Upon drinking the second bit of SN, it tasted much saltier, and thicker (due to adding more into this one, to reach 1g) It's been about another 20 minutes since I did that, my legs have spasmed a few times (maybe from nerves) and my chest feels heavy, like a cat is sitting on it, or someone's resting their head on it. I've also let out a few more chemically tasting burps. However, my finger nails haven't darkened, I don't feel nauseous, my lips haven't darkened.

But I have so far experienced: Confusion, Burps, Fatigue, Lightheadedness, and SLIGHT shortness of breath.

I'm sorry if this is illiterate, I'm sure you understand under said circumstances I can't exactly write like Shakespeare :)


One thing I forgot to note, during cleaning up the packaging and cups after ingesting the first (sip) of SN, I became slightly confused. Know that feeling when you've lost your train of thought?
 
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Dontwant2Bhere

Student
Apr 1, 2026
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... Are you still there? Hope you're doing alright.. Symptoms from small amounts like that take a while to build up, but can feel pretty not great, from what I've heard?
 
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BrokenByTheSystem

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Mar 23, 2026
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But why did you do this? What were you trying to accomplish by testing it?
 
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