SHThrowAway213
That's the hell I live with
- Apr 19, 2018
- 658
So my husband is seeing his Nan today, so I took the opportunity.
Same problem as always.
Couldn't get myself to pass out.
I don't feel upset, or anger, or sad that I didn't do it like I usally would.
I just feel defeated and numb.
I have done everything I can think of, every technique, every mega thread.
It looks so easy.
But I still can't do it properly.
I can't do full as I have nowhere to do it.
I'm so numb.
Oh well, time to suffer another day.
Same problem as always.
Couldn't get myself to pass out.
I don't feel upset, or anger, or sad that I didn't do it like I usally would.
I just feel defeated and numb.
I have done everything I can think of, every technique, every mega thread.
It looks so easy.
But I still can't do it properly.
I can't do full as I have nowhere to do it.
I'm so numb.
Oh well, time to suffer another day.
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