I sleep all day to escape reality

[L0neW0lf]

need someone to escape together

I sleep 14-15 hours or more, during daytime my sleep breaks many time then my consciousness get activated, I hate it, when at that time I hear people's sound outside, I try to lower my consciousness after some time I fall in sleep again, then I wake at 14:00 or 15:00 then watch YouTube, I go outside to eat when it is dark at 18:30 , I eat one time, then go to a friend's shop to spend time till 00:30 then come home, watch YouTube the sleep at 02:00

I hate myself, my life, the people and I am totally alone, extremely introvert and anti social
my room is a pile of junk

 

[va.pensiero2]

You said you have a friend with a shop in witch you spend your time, so you are not totally alone? I feel the same way though, I only have my dog and sleeping is the only thing I try to do more often as possible (I drink alcohol and smoke weed to sleep more) so I understand you.

 

[L0neW0lf]

You said you have a friend with a shop in witch you spend your time, so you are not totally alone?

I don't have family, don't love any girl or anyone, don't have a friend with emotional understanding, don't have any ambition, I feel worthless, I don't deserve anything, I am just the waste of resources

 

[Mywill]

What dreams are you getting if you don't mind me asking? When I am in this state, I always try for lucid dream to not be me and enjoy the weird dreams.

 

[F@#$]

You said you have a friend with a shop in witch you spend your time, so you are not totally alone? I feel the same way though, I only have my dog and sleeping is the only thing I try to do more often as possible (I drink alcohol and smoke weed to sleep more) so I understand you.

Sounds just like me except I've got two dogs.

I don't have family, don't love any girl or anyone, don't have a friend with emotional understanding, don't have any ambition, I feel worthless, I don't deserve anything, I am just the waste of resources

Me too,I don't see the point. Work,home repeat. Completely miserable the entire time,accomplishing nothing but paying bills and making my boss rich. Fuck.

 

[Iris Blue]

I can relate to that a lot, I heard that a good way to get out of that cycle is the change it but that seems impossible especially if your mindset is in a bad place. Definitely easier said than done. I wish things get better for you

 

[Timothy7dff]

I sleep all day because I'm sick, stressed, and have no money.

 

[DeIetedUser4739]

My life is similar

 

[L0neW0lf]

Me too,I don't see the point. Work,home repeat. Completely miserable the entire time,accomplishing nothing but paying bills and making my boss rich. Fuck.

You said it totally what I feel inside myself,,, but don't get the words right,
You worded it perfectly,,,

I can relate to that a lot, I heard that a good way to get out of that cycle is the change it but that seems impossible especially if your mindset is in a bad place. Definitely easier said than done. I wish things get better for you

Asking someone to "never stop fighting" when everyday is a fight just to stay alive is like asking a flat tire to blow itself up. It's empty and it isn't going to magically become inflated.

What dreams are you getting if you don't mind me asking? When I am in this state, I always try for lucid dream to not be me and enjoy the weird dreams.

I also do that but when my consciousness gets activated, it's a nightmare,

I didn't want to wake up. I was having a much better time asleep. And that's really sad. It was almost like a reverse nightmare, like when you wake up from a nightmare you're so relieved. I woke up into a nightmare.