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maidens
" living like this forever is just fine! "
- Aug 27, 2023
- 116
it seriously feels like im not supposed to be here
I was supposed to ctb in January, wonder what happened to that
I wish my ctb attempt last month was successful. it feels like its only gotten worse since then
if I look away from my phone for even a few moments I feel like im the player character in some hyperrealistic video game, if that makes sense
I don't feel real I feel like ive already died and this is my punishment
I should not be here I should be dead right now, I was right that I'd regret not killing myself I need to die I need to die I need to die
I was supposed to ctb in January, wonder what happened to that
I wish my ctb attempt last month was successful. it feels like its only gotten worse since then
if I look away from my phone for even a few moments I feel like im the player character in some hyperrealistic video game, if that makes sense
I don't feel real I feel like ive already died and this is my punishment
I should not be here I should be dead right now, I was right that I'd regret not killing myself I need to die I need to die I need to die