conveniently_dead
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- May 31, 2019
- 61
I always thought if things got bad enough it would be an option. Things just kept getting worse and I'm just growing more tired over the years and seeing my life reach horrible points it should have never come to.
Logically that's where I should have had the courage and ended it. Too cowardly though. It's such a betrayal of myself that I can't take a few moments of pain to free myself from my suffering.
Things got scary when I ran out of methods I felt capable of doing. I'm the most incompetent person I know, how am I supposed to complete something that requires tremendous courage.
Logically that's where I should have had the courage and ended it. Too cowardly though. It's such a betrayal of myself that I can't take a few moments of pain to free myself from my suffering.
Things got scary when I ran out of methods I felt capable of doing. I'm the most incompetent person I know, how am I supposed to complete something that requires tremendous courage.