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nuggetfinder

nuggetfinder

^-^
Sep 15, 2025
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I FEEL FREEEEEE.
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No but seriously, the world and everyone around me is so anti suicide it's so annoying. "You have so much to live for" "Keep trying." "Things get better." "Committing is not the way" SHHHHHHH. You're literally not talking me out of this. Being in a space where I can not only be free with my thoughts, but also read posts from others relating and not pushing me to seek help is so relieving.

Im so used to people trying to talk me out of my current mindset that sometimes when I post darker thoughts I expect people to tell me to seek help LMAO. But no! That's not how it works here and I love it so much. I feel less alone about everything when I come online here, it's like a breath of fresh air. Genuinely. I just wanted to drop this off, i've been thinking about this for a little bit.
 
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Lone_Gray_Wolf

Lone_Gray_Wolf

Fate plays chess with 2 queens
Aug 21, 2020
279
I get you, I felt the same back then. I guess being in a space where you can say anything does have it's advantages.

Also...
I know you are an FBI Agent...
I just can't prove it... yet.

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ScholarOfDespair

ScholarOfDespair

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Sep 27, 2025
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I agree. This place gives me a big sense of peace. The more I am on here the less scared I get of the idea of CTB.
 
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Greyhawk

Greyhawk

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Jan 3, 2025
89
I get you, I felt the same back then. I guess being in a space where you can say anything does have it's advantages.

Also...
I know you are an FBI Agent...
I just can't prove it... yet.

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Doakes is fucking amazing.
 
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sanctionedusage

sanctionedusage

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Sep 17, 2025
82
for me this place IS the 'help.' it helps so much to clear my head. doesn't make suicide this terrifying and lonely action, but also helps me view my living situation objectively and make a rational decision rather than an emotional one. the support is just endless and there's no judging, no matter what you decide. no taboos, no infantilizing, no social media status mechanisms like karma/followers/upvotes/'likes' in the traditional sense. it feels like true anonymity and safety which i can't say for any other platform trying to make a space like this one.
 
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peewee

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Oct 16, 2025
45
im grateful for it too, it makes me less afraid, it stopped me from doing a method that might have messed me up (jumping). I hate all the negative stuff i see about this site its the only place i feel safe and understood...it makes me less afraid
 
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WhiteSkinRedBlood

WhiteSkinRedBlood

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Aug 17, 2025
17
I love it too. It's a miracle for me that this site exists as there's so much misinformation about suicide out there and I'd probably keep doing overdoses if I didn't know any better.
 
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