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AcornUnderground

Mage
Feb 28, 2020
505
I wonder how we know N is so peaceful. I know we fall into a deep sleep, but I have sleep apnea and I often stop breathing in my sleep. It's SUPER uncomfortable, even in my dreams, until I shoot upright coughing when my body finally wakes up and starts breathing. I should be thankful that I have N (at least I think I do), but I'm starting to freak out because I need to exit soon due to health issues and my anxiety is kicking in. I'm fortunate enough to qualify and have financial means for Pegasos, but this spreading virus, travel bans and flight issues are going to be a real problem. Pegasos offers IV which kills you fast. So...does N stop your respiratory process, heart or both? I read respiratory in PPH, but how fast the IV works perhaps your heart is stopped. Any experts? I suppose none of us know how peaceful it really is.
 
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Berlin76

Wizard
Aug 18, 2019
671
I wonder how we know N is so peaceful. I know we fall into a deep sleep, but I have sleep apnea and I often stop breathing in my sleep. It's SUPER uncomfortable, even in my dreams, until I shoot upright coughing when my body finally wakes up and starts breathing. I should be thankful that I have N (at least I think I do), but I'm starting to freak out because I need to exit soon due to health issues and my anxiety is kicking in. I'm fortunate enough to qualify and have financial means for Pegasos, but this spreading virus, travel bans and flight issues are going to be a real problem. Pegasos offers IV which kills you fast. So...does N stop your respiratory process, heart or both? I read respiratory in PPH, but how fast the IV works perhaps your heart is stopped. Any experts? I suppose none of us know how peaceful it really is.

N works on the respiratory
But first coma and then it start shutting down everything in the body. From breathing then your heart and everything stops
 
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AcornUnderground

Mage
Feb 28, 2020
505
N works on the respiratory
But first coma and then it start shutting down everything in the body. From breathing then your heart and everything stops
Thank you. I hope it's much easier for you to drink being likely powder/water mix.
 
AlreadyGone

AlreadyGone

Taking it day by day
Jan 11, 2020
917
You can look up videos of people taking N and see for yourself how peaceful it is. There is a reason why it is considered the gold standard.
 
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Berlin76

Wizard
Aug 18, 2019
671
Thank you. I hope it's much easier for you to drink being likely powder/water mix.

No its premixed by pharmacy with strong syrup so thats good. But still sometimes people vomit but when that happens she will inject.
 
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Yomyom

Yomyom

Darker dearie, much darker
Feb 5, 2020
923
I didn't understand what's the difference between nembutal to opioids, accept that opioid takes more time

No its premixed by pharmacy with strong syrup so thats good. But still sometimes people vomit but when that happens she will inject.
Private people can buy this syrup or it's just with prescription?
 
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Berlin76

Wizard
Aug 18, 2019
671
I didn't understand what's the difference between nembutal to opioids, accept that opioid takes more time


Private people can buy this syrup or it's just with prescription?

Its only for pharmacy not for public
 
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AcornUnderground

Mage
Feb 28, 2020
505
You can look up videos of people taking N and see for yourself how peaceful it is. There is a reason why it is considered the gold standard.
I've watched. It's as good as it gets, I just wonder if the body can't react to no breathing but feels it anyway. I've had that feeling in my sleep and it's awful!
 
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Berlin76

Wizard
Aug 18, 2019
671
I've watched. It's as good as it gets, I just wonder if the body can't react to no breathing but feels it anyway. I've had that feeling in my sleep and it's awful!

Coma is different then sleeping.
Coma goes much deeper, they used N for surgery in the past.
Thats what its made for also
 
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AlreadyGone

AlreadyGone

Taking it day by day
Jan 11, 2020
917
I've watched. It's as good as it gets, I just wonder if the body can't react to no breathing but feels it anyway. I've had that feeling in my sleep and it's awful!

You actually wont notice as the it puts you to sleep and your body basically shuts down while you are sleeping.
 
Mud.

Mud.

Arcanist
Oct 27, 2018
403
Besides being a sleeping potion, Pentobarbital is also a muscle relaxer.
When you drink one (or more) bottle(-s) of Mexican vet N. (6.3 grams of Pentobarbital per bottle), you'll go into a deep coma and all your muscles will start to relax.
The last one to relax will be the heart muscle, cutting of the flow of oxygen to the brain, resulting in death.
This is not the same as a heart attack, which is usually caused by a blood clot in an artery,

So yes, it's a painless death.
 
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AcornUnderground

Mage
Feb 28, 2020
505
Besides being a sleeping potion, Pentobarbital is also a muscle relaxer.
When you drink one (or more) bottle(-s) of Mexican vet N. (6.3 grams of Pentobarbital per bottle), you'll go into a deep coma and all your muscles will start to relax.
The last one to relax will be the heart muscle, cutting of the flow of oxygen to the brain, resulting in death.
This is not the same as a heart attack, which is usually caused by a blood clot in an artery,

So yes, it's a painless death.
Thank you. I'm a major health anxiety person that did NOT need to develop a serious chronic health problem. I can't handle it, or what it takes to leave! This helps.
 
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