With a hoodie string around my neck. I used to keep it attached to the hoodie buried in a drawer, to make sure I was reaching for it intentionally when I went for it. Now I just keep the string out of the hoodie in an easier spot to reach (still concealed tho) because I know I want to die. I can't stand living but my SI has gotten the best of all my past attempts. I hope this is okay to put here, first post and I just needed to get it off my chest to (hopefully) a real person rather than some AI (and also not to a person who'll just try to lock me up for it).
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I practiced at night with a scarf or cardigan lol. I need to get an actual rope. Sending u love ♡Similar threads
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