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Kuolema tulee~~
- Jan 18, 2026
- 28
Hello.
I'm fairly new to the forum, but I need to vent, as I don't want to bother the few people I know.
When you do something and fail, thoughts of wanting to take my own life take over. I know I didn't know how to do it, I know I was doing it wrong, I know I was being impulsive, I know I wasn't learning it patiently... But I did it anyway, I offered to "fix" something and ended up messing it up even more, so much so that the guy at the store didn't even bother to give me an estimate.
I'm useless and I know it, and I hate it. I've always run away from responsibility, and it's normal—I can't do anything right and I'm a mess. I didn't know it was a gift from my sister's husband to her, and I ruined it. Luckily, it wasn't very expensive and I was able to buy it, but it sucks when you don't have an income.
I'm sorry if all this is vague and doesn't make sense, I'm just frustrated, tired, and sad. Thank you for reading, and I hope your day has been better than mine.
I'm fairly new to the forum, but I need to vent, as I don't want to bother the few people I know.
When you do something and fail, thoughts of wanting to take my own life take over. I know I didn't know how to do it, I know I was doing it wrong, I know I was being impulsive, I know I wasn't learning it patiently... But I did it anyway, I offered to "fix" something and ended up messing it up even more, so much so that the guy at the store didn't even bother to give me an estimate.
I'm useless and I know it, and I hate it. I've always run away from responsibility, and it's normal—I can't do anything right and I'm a mess. I didn't know it was a gift from my sister's husband to her, and I ruined it. Luckily, it wasn't very expensive and I was able to buy it, but it sucks when you don't have an income.
I'm sorry if all this is vague and doesn't make sense, I'm just frustrated, tired, and sad. Thank you for reading, and I hope your day has been better than mine.
