Method I need to kill myself as soon as possible, help me with something i can get access to in my house or local drug store or fertilizer stuffs, anything .

[rohit raj]

In my country we can not get sleeping pils without doctor's prescription so is there any other cheap pills or there combinationor I've heard some mixture of fertilizer stuffs do work... if there is any one who could help...!i need to leave this cruel world it wants me to be cruel like them to survive but i can't so i need to die

 

[Goodgirlryeo101]

There is a lot of different methods to complete ctb on this forum, I hope you find whatever you are looking for.

 

[rohit raj]

There is a lot of different methods to complete ctb on this forum, I hope you find whatever you are looking for.

Do you know about fertilizer combination it is easily available in my locality...

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I doubt that this would be a successful CTB using fertilizer, or trying an OD. You may end up in a hospital, have a lot of pain and uncomfort. I understand that you want to ctb asap, but there are way better methods to do that. And a rushed CTB may also lead to a failure because it is not well prepared.

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[Goodgirlryeo101]

I doubt that this would be a successful CTB using fertilizer, or trying an OD. You may end up in a hospital, have a lot of pain and uncomfort. I understand that you want to ctb asap, but there are way better methods to do that. And a rushed CTB may also lead to a failure because it is not well prepared.

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Yeah I think being well prepared is so much better than rushing and ending up in a hospital… look at the method megathread…

 

[rohit raj]

I doubt that this would be a successful CTB using fertilizer, or trying an OD. You may end up in a hospital, have a lot of pain and uncomfort. I understand that you want to ctb asap, but there are way better methods to do that. And a rushed CTB may also lead to a failure because it is not well prepared.

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I don't have access to these chemical stuffs what should i do ..? For a painless release I'm just too confused

 

[squirley]

Do you know about fertilizer combination it is easily available in my locality...

Are you on a farm ? Where are you located ?
I don't get the fertilizer aspect. Are you trying to blow something up or eat it ? Not sure what you're going for here ...
Either way bad idea.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I don't have access to these chemical stuffs what should i do ..? For a painless release I'm just too confused

Probably then the way to go is the carbon monoxide method using char coal. It's available everywhere, and there's also a megathread with tons of info.

 

[rohit raj]

Probably then the way to go is the carbon monoxide method using char coal. It's available everywhere, and there's also a megathread with tons of info.

Yess this is quite suitable for me, i have small room at the ground floor, may be that should work.

Are you on a farm ? Where are you located ?
I don't get the fertilizer aspect. Are you trying to blow something up or eat it ? Not sure what you're going for here ...
Either way bad idea.

Was kind of thinking , eating urea and potassium , and this is rural area...

 

[squirley]

Yess this is quite suitable for me, i have small room at the ground floor, may be that should work.

As @Praestat_Mori said there is a big thread on this.

Was kind of thinking , eating urea and potassium , and this is rural area...

I took a couple minutes to look up both these things and ingesting them seems horrible and painful.
separately and together.
Especially when in a fertilizer form/mix.
either way up to you ... I would just do a little more research.

Good luck.

 

[FuneralCry]

I don't really think that sleeping pills are a reliable suicide method anyway, it's just the unfortunate reality that suicide isn't straightforward in this world, if it was easy to just peacefully pass away then I would be long gone, sadly we exist in such an anti suicide society where we are denied access to straightforward peaceful and reliable method options. But anyway I wish you the best and I hope that you eventually find the freedom you are searching for.

 

[LittleJem]

Are you in India or which country ? There is a pesticide or weedkiller that has been used for ctb. It is banned in the UK but might not be in your country. I think one of them is called paraquat. It has a 42.7 lethality rate…

How pesticide bans can prevent tens of thousands of suicides a year

After Sri Lanka passed bans on lethal varieties of pesticide, suicides fell by half.

www.vox.com

It looks like you can still get it in India
there is no antidote when you take it. So you can't be 'rescued'. Here's another article on it…

Louise Kenny on paraquat poisoning - The BMJ

The night before last, one of the other doctors admitted a 22 year old male who had ingested concentrated paraquat whilst intoxicated. At the time of admission he was 24 [...]More...

blogs.bmj.com

Hanging could be more comfortable though…

 

[Outandproud]

Be careful with posts asking for encouragement