Help I need to hang/partial hang ASAP

[Save_Me_Mind]

As stated, I am aiming on hanging or more preferably partial hanging ASAP.
This is a selfish request but my mind is not well, I can't even stay awake for long, could someone possibly just tell me a good method for going about hanging/partial hanging? I am new, I don't even know the best way to tie a knot and create a space for the neck for it nor how to do so.
I am far too much of a novice. I understand the best advice is "research" but I've tried and just can't find the best way or a proper guide for hanging.
I would like to partial hang, I have a scarf that's pretty thick and sturdy. What would be a good spot to tie it for the base?
If someone could also just say the science of what happens during it and how I could fight the SI as well.
Please teach me as much as you can, I beg of you.
Living is far too unbearable, I cannot exist any longer. I am a survivor of SN, I cannot get my hands on SN anymore, so please help. I hate myself and this putrid life.
This is a small reason, however I cannot live if I myself cannot even be kind, caring, or righteous. The fact that that's seen as wrong and idiotic in this society is unbearable.
I cannot change such a thing, this is not for religion, I am programmed to help others and care. I am blamed and deemed as disgusting, mislabeled and misunderstood because of which. Someone please save me.

 

[NearlyIrrelevantCake]

Members aren't allowed to give you specific instructions on what to do. You'll have to use the guides already on here.

How to hang yourself

I just thought this information is better off here now, because the original source has been taken down. If this violates any rules or if the author doesn't want this information to be reproduced on other sites, the admins or mods are free to delete my thread. I hope you don't mind, this is very...

sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[Save_Me_Mind]

Members aren't allowed to give you specific instructions on what to do. You'll have to use the guides already on here.

How to hang yourself

I just thought this information is better off here now, because the original source has been taken down. If this violates any rules or if the author doesn't want this information to be reproduced on other sites, the admins or mods are free to delete my thread. I hope you don't mind, this is very...

sanctioned-suicide.net

Even if it was a DM? I understand if not... Thank you for the guide, if you or anyone else has any other guide links, it would be much appreciated.

 

[NearlyIrrelevantCake]

Rules are rules.

Not to mention directly advising someone on how to kill themselves is a crime in most countries and the person who did it could be held responsible for your death.