Help I need help on method given the drugs I have with me.

[Canio]

I'm not afraid of death just the transitional phase part of it. Ideally I'd like to fall asleep and not wake up.

These are the drugs I currently have at my disposal which I get every month on my prescription:

Propranolol 840 mg total per month.

Amitriptyline 560mg total per month.

Sertraline 2800 mg total per month

Levetiracetam 30 gm total per month

Alcohol isn't an issue.

Unfortunately I don't have access to any opiates (I live in the UK)

Obviously I want a guaranteed result so any advice or insight on what combinations to take and how much would be appreciated.

 

[CaptainT]

Have you researched "Amitriptyline Cocktail" on here on in the PPHB?

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/questions-about-amitriptyline-cocktail.8899/

 

[Canio]

Amitriptyline will keep me asleep but I don't see any other drugs I have listed. Amitriptyline on its own won't be enough.

 

[Rising Phoenix]

It might work. I know both amitriptyaline and propranolol are lethal by themselves. But really you should use a tried and true method.

 

[Canio]

That's the thing. I need something guaranteed to work. I don't want to make an attempt and wake up brain damaged or with my liver and kidneys fried.

 

[Girobatol]

You´ll end up in a hospital with that mix.

 

[mediocre]

I'm not afraid of death just the transitional phase part of it. Ideally I'd like to fall asleep and not wake up.

These are the drugs I currently have at my disposal which I get every month on my prescription:

Propranolol 840 mg total per month.

Amitriptyline 560mg total per month.

Sertraline 2800 mg total per month

Levetiracetam 30 gm total per month

Alcohol isn't an issue.

Unfortunately I don't have access to any opiates (I live in the UK)

Obviously I want a guaranteed result so any advice or insight on what combinations to take and how much would be appreciated.

It's very important to do your research and come to your own conclusion on your method. This forum is a great resource if you take the time to read and take everything in. It's how I decided on SN being my main method with the amitriptyline cocktail as my number 2.

From your list it seems the only real lethal ones are the Propranolol and the amitriptyline. I could be wrong. But I've heard of people surviving overdoses on both these drugs. That's why it's important to not do anything hastily.

Sertraline won't do much except maybe make you ill. Probably the same for levetiracetam.

 

[Mrnobody2019]

Life threatening symptoms from amitriptyline OD are typical with doses over 1000mg (and that's just with the one drug, don't know about mixing it with others, is it even necessary?) So stockpiling for 3/4 months could be a done deal as long as you're not found and given treatment. It's one of the most toxic antidepressants and commonly used in suicide/fatal overdoses.

Thinking of trying to get my doctor to describe me them myself and give it a go. As long as I'm not found I can't see myself surviving a 1000mg+ dose especially if I don't actually take them whilst I'm stockpiling

 

[deadalready1969]

I tried a similar method in January with some similar meds and alcohol, and I might have passed if someone didn't send help ... that I didn't request, obviously. I'll never know. I almost passed in the ER. The propranolol bottomed out my BP. But they brought me around after more than an hour or so. I ended up in the ICU for a week on a lot of IV drugs for a damaged liver because one med I took contained Tylenol. The GI doc told me I was near needing a transplant, but possibly that was a scare tactic so I wouldn't try again. Then I had to transfer to a psych hospital. So, ODing seems like it would work. That was the second time it failed for me though.

 

[Canio]

It's very important to do your research and come to your own conclusion on your method. This forum is a great resource if you take the time to read and take everything in. It's how I decided on SN being my main method with the amitriptyline cocktail as my number 2.

From your list it seems the only real lethal ones are the Propranolol and the amitriptyline. I could be wrong. But I've heard of people surviving overdoses on both these drugs. That's why it's important to not do anything hastily.

Sertraline won't do much except maybe make you ill. Probably the same for levetiracetam.

The fact that some people survived is reason for me to be hesitant. Did they survive because someone intervened or did they just wake up after a period of time?

 

[SinisterKid]

9g Ami, 3g codiene phos, 1g Pro will put you in a coma or kill you, I know from experience and I am still here. If you must go down that route, then you need to make certain you will not be found for 6 hours or more. Beyond that, its down to pure luck/bad luck if you live or die. They got my heart beating again and told my partner, another 20 minutes would have been too late. So timing is everything.

 

[Canio]

Life threatening symptoms from amitriptyline OD are typical with doses over 1000mg (and that's just with the one drug, don't know about mixing it with others, is it even necessary?) So stockpiling for 3/4 months could be a done deal as long as you're not found and given treatment. It's one of the most toxic antidepressants and commonly used in suicide/fatal overdoses.

Thinking of trying to get my doctor to describe me them myself and give it a go. As long as I'm not found I can't see myself surviving a 1000mg+ dose especially if I don't actually take them whilst I'm stockpiling

I got prescribed Amitriptyline because of PTSD and insomnia. Good luck to you in whatever you decide.

 

[mediocre]

The fact that some people survived is reason for me to be hesitant. Did they survive because someone intervened or did they just wake up after a period of time?

From either taking too little a dose or not following instructions correctly. That's why it's important to follow the instructions of a method to the t and not just mix a bunch of random drugs together, take them and pray it works.

I read about someone here that took 6 grams of propranolol on impulse and survived.

9g Ami, 3g codiene phos, 1g Pro will put you in a coma or kill you, I know from experience and I am still here. If you must go down that route, then you need to make certain you will not be found for 6 hours or more. Beyond that, its down to pure luck/bad luck if you live or die. They got my heart beating again and told my partner, another 20 minutes would have been too late. So timing is everything.

If you don't mind me asking how did you end up surviving? Did you throw up?

 

[Canio]

9g Ami, 3g codiene phos, 1g Pro will put you in a coma or kill you, I know from experience and I am still here. If you must go down that route, then you need to make certain you will not be found for 6 hours or more. Beyond that, its down to pure luck/bad luck if you live or die. They got my heart beating again and told my partner, another 20 minutes would have been too late. So timing is everything.

Being found isn't an issue. Acquiring Codeine will be. It's not available without a prescription in the UK. I can buy codeine + paracetamol over the counter but I'll probably need a lot of it but then I risk a more painful death from the paracetamol destroying my liver.

 

[deadalready1969]

My SN arrived today, but I'm still fixated on being able to pass peacefully using the pharmacy on my nightstand. Every night I hope it will be my last. Tonight the pain from my trigeminal neuralgia is driving me out of my mind. I literally feel like I'm going mad, so I'm not even thinking clearly enough to make sure I'd get things right this time.

Having to deal with a damaged liver for a time after failing in January, plus elevated ammonia levels, wasn't fun. That was from Darvocet, an old prescription I threw in on top of everything else for good measure. Yet here I am. Yay for me! *eye roll*

 

[Canio]

My SN arrived today, but I'm still fixated on being able to pass peacefully using the pharmacy on my nightstand. Every night I hope it will be my last. Tonight the pain from my trigeminal neuralgia is driving me out of my mind. I literally feel like I'm going mad, so I'm not even thinking clearly enough to make sure I'd get things right this time.

Having to deal with a damaged liver for a time after failing in January, plus elevated ammonia levels, wasn't fun. That was from Darvocet, an old prescription I threw in on top of everything else for good measure. Yet here I am. Yay for me! *eye roll*

I hope things work out and you get the result you want.

 

[deadalready1969]

I hope things work out and you get the result you want.

I'm not sure what my timing will be yet. My fear is if I go, two of my children with diagnosed PTSD (same as me), will try to leave too. My oldest has already tried three times. My youngest struggles with daily ideation.

 

[Sweet emotion]

You´ll end up in a hospital with that mix.

If no one finds her and she just dies why would she wind up in a mental hospital?

From either taking too little a dose or not following instructions correctly. That's why it's important to follow the instructions of a method to the t and not just mix a bunch of random drugs together, take them and pray it works.

I read about someone here that took 6 grams of propranolol on impulse and survived.

If you don't mind me asking how did you end up surviving? Did you throw up?

Her partner found her and they got her heart pumping. She just wrote it.
With the amount I have and the drugs I have I'll never survive and no one is going to find me.