Hi, I've been trying to find a method that I like since months ago. I've tried OD in my past, with antidepressants, SSRI AND SRNIs ,but it's hard to get past the level of just mild symptoms. I never even got unconscious thought i ended up in hospital once.
Symptoms are too much and it's not so lethal for me bc I've had a lot of serotonin syndromes so I'm used to, i think i have a big tolerance.
I also tried with only benzos, 15mg of xanax did nothing but made me sleepy.
Alcohol + benzos is an idea but idk how will that work bc i have tolerance to both.
I read about N and SN methods, N is probably impossible to me to find, I tried searching for SN online to buy but it's hard bc I'm not sure if its the same component, since the chemical name is different n longer.
I always loved the CO2 method but I've come to the conclusion that I want to go on a walk before ending, so it's a little bit incompatible with that. So I thought some chemical method would be better, since I could OD and then go outside to the place I want to go and rest a bit, with the chems inside doing its job.
Any suggestions?
Sorry if it's written weird, it's my first time here so idk well how it works...
Script Meds I have access to, if some of them works, are vortioxetine, alprazolam (xanax but other brand) and lormetazepam (sleeping benzo, theres little info about it online)
I also have access to most common drugs but I'm poor so I can't afford everything.
Symptoms are too much and it's not so lethal for me bc I've had a lot of serotonin syndromes so I'm used to, i think i have a big tolerance.
I also tried with only benzos, 15mg of xanax did nothing but made me sleepy.
Alcohol + benzos is an idea but idk how will that work bc i have tolerance to both.
I read about N and SN methods, N is probably impossible to me to find, I tried searching for SN online to buy but it's hard bc I'm not sure if its the same component, since the chemical name is different n longer.
I always loved the CO2 method but I've come to the conclusion that I want to go on a walk before ending, so it's a little bit incompatible with that. So I thought some chemical method would be better, since I could OD and then go outside to the place I want to go and rest a bit, with the chems inside doing its job.
Any suggestions?
Sorry if it's written weird, it's my first time here so idk well how it works...
Script Meds I have access to, if some of them works, are vortioxetine, alprazolam (xanax but other brand) and lormetazepam (sleeping benzo, theres little info about it online)
I also have access to most common drugs but I'm poor so I can't afford everything.
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