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yelir02

yelir02

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i wanna go, but i also don't wanna hurt my family. had a family member pass to a self inflicted gsw, that fucked up my family. i really don't wanna stay but i also don't wanna be selfish and go, then force my family through that pain again
 
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monetpompo

monetpompo

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i really don't wanna stay but i also don't wanna be selfish and go, then force my family through that pain again
everybody has to made a choice to stay or go when the pain becomes too unbearable. it's a choice you meditate over a long period of time instead of in a day. you have to think about yourself (if you can continue) before your family when contemplating suicide bc it's an act you do to yourself first.
 
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