I need advice 🙏🏻

[_Ilee]

I live with my parents and they were doing cleaning and found my diary and read through it. My diary contains some of my most suicidal moments and methods/plans on how I was planning to ctb… They read through it…

I was flipping to the last page of my entry and saw their note and how they were crying when they read my diary and to talk to them when I saw the note that they wrote. Now I feel even more worthless because I made them worry even more… haaahhh…. What should I do? For now I'm pretending I didn't see the note as I don't write in my diary everyday.


How should I fix this situation? Any advice?

 

[miserabletires9]

if you are not actively suicidal, then maybe talk to your parents, and have an honest discussion of what's bothering you

 

[Worndown]

There is no rewind, only moving forward.
This is a discussion that will happen. You need to tell them about you and the issues troubling you so much.
Don't be passive and just let them ask you questions. I do not doubt they care deeply and are very concerned, but are unlikely to ask the right questions.
It might not be comfortable but could improve your life.

 

[NightshadeDreamer]

It might be hard to talk about it with parents, but they obviously care about you. Even if it's to ease their minds a bit, talk to them. It might help you if they better understand how you feel.