Venting i need a more lethal method, something i've never tried before

[gingerplum]

not disclosing my age.

i won't take tylenol or anything then. i can barely think of any feasible methods at this point.

i did look into the SN method. they recommended 3 different things, and one of them isn't over-the-counter. i tried finding these things but it was super confusing. i couldn't find the antiemetic thing, and from the sound of it i couldn't afford it right now either. i don't have a consistent income, my money is like pocket change.

i bought what was needed for the night-night method, and it didn't end up working out for me. nothing involving my neck worked.

thanks for being condescending.

I asked about your age because everything about your verbiage and tone suggests you're very young, beginning with your "end me please haha" title header.

I don't want you to feel like you're getting piled on, but it does seem like you're hoping to stumble upon some kind of magic bullet without doing any of your own legwork or research.

Unless the more gory methods (jumping, running into traffic, laying on train tracks) appeal to you, I would encourage you to wait until you can purchase SN. Yes, one of the things you'll need (metoclopramide) is a little tricky to find, but sources and suggestions for that have been discussed ad infinitum in this forum. More challenging than OTC, but not that difficult.

As a general rule, I don't advise or direct anyone younger than 25. Since I'm convinced that "under 25" is your age bracket, I'm going to wish you well and hope that you find what you're looking for as my sign-off.

Love, light, and best wishes to you.

 

[MeltingHeart]

I went to jump off Beachy Head once but I couldn't do it. It was terrifying, on the edge of the cliff like that.

me too!

 

[Vunro]

after snapping a couple wires into pieces using the tourniquet method, i gave up on any kind of suspension of my neck.
i'm done trying these methods. i've tried so many times, so damn hard to no avail.

so, i'm looking for something more damaging. a one-way trip.
currently, i'm strongly considering overdosing on tylenol. i heard bad things about this method, but at this point i don't care; i know it can kill you and i'm clinging to that chance.

i don't have the guts to cut myself.
almost all methods require overly-specific things i don't have.
there are hardly any options. i think i have made my mind up.

Combine multiple methods. For example, copious amounts of pills, slit throat, and neck on train tracks all in one go. Combine as many things as you can until youre confident its physically impossible to ever come back. Overkill is far better than the reprecussions of a failed attempt

 

[RitaM]

me too!

Were you approached by the chaplains?

 

[MeltingHeart]

Were you approached by the chaplains?

No they didnt even come up to me!- i'd had quite a few beers-had been crying loads-obviously looked distressed-was by myself (obvs)-and right by the edge-they were walking around but they didnt even come close! almost made me laught a little bit-in a tragic way. Looking over the edge was terrifying-thought id see the sea but just saw all the piles of really jaggedgy rocks & felt physically sick with fear-I literally dont know how people do it. Felt so pathetic having to make that journey back after all the effort to get there-its pretty far out! Did they come to you?

 

[gingerplum]

No they didnt even come up to me!- i'd had quite a few beers-had been crying loads-obviously looked distressed-was by myself (obvs)-and right by the edge-they were walking around but they didnt even come close! almost made me laught a little bit-in a tragic way. Looking over the edge was terrifying-thought id see the sea but just saw all the piles of really jaggedgy rocks & felt physically sick with fear-I literally dont know how people do it. Felt so pathetic having to make that journey back after all the effort to get there-its pretty far out! Did they come to you?

I know it's morbid to think about, but I wonder how they collect the bodies of jumpers from those jagged rocks.

 

[MeltingHeart]

I know it's morbid to think about, but I wonder how they collect the bodies of jumpers from those jagged rocks.

think they have to use alot of teams of specialists (search & 'rescue') and prob costs alot of money-seems unavoidable which ever way to ctb to cause some inconvienence/ trouble- I thought it would be romantic somehow to go there-but it does not feel that way when you are there-looking over the edge.

 

[gingerplum]

think they have to use alot of teams of specialists (search & 'rescue') and prob costs alot of money-seems unavoidable which ever way to ctb to cause some inconvienence/ trouble- I thought it would be romantic somehow to go there-but it does not feel that way when you are there-looking over the edge.

It must be pretty tricky, no matter how they do it. I'm afraid of heights, so I don't even like to think about looking down at those jagged rocks.

 

[Stan]

I've picked up 250 bodies from the bottom of Beachy Head.. but nothing prepared me for tragic little Sam

A volunteer coastguard on his work at Britain's most notorious suicide spot

www.mirror.co.uk

Story from the coastguard regarding Beachy Head, extremely sad

 

[gingerplum]

I've picked up 250 bodies from the bottom of Beachy Head.. but nothing prepared me for tragic little Sam

A volunteer coastguard on his work at Britain's most notorious suicide spot

www.mirror.co.uk

Story from the coastguard regarding Beachy Head, extremely sad

That's just beyond. I guess both parents had decided they couldn't live without their little boy. I know I wouldn't want to keep living.

On a side note, it probably would have been more merciful for everyone if the baby hadn't survived the car accident; that devastating of an injury is worse than death.

On a side note to the side note (!), people in other countries like Sweden keep their kids rear-facing for years, often until they're 3 or 4 years old. Babies' and toddlers' heads are just too big and heavy for their necks, and a spinal cord injury is definitely more preventable in a rear-facing seat.

Rear-Facing Car Seats Advised at Least to Age of 2 (Published 2011)

A pediatricians’ group now says that toddlers shouldn’t move to a forward-facing seat until at least age 2.

www.nytimes.com

 

[Ruffian]

Yes, I did just want to encourage you to do your research. Night-night seems really complicated. I still am cautious about even practicing partial. I read you can die just from practicing, and I live in an old converted house with hardwood floors. Although I tend to throw shit when I'm angry so my neighbors probably wouldn't think it was anything out of the ordinary.