I might just do it

[Asphyxiater]

I can't take it anymore. I can't stand being unhappy with my life. Might hang myself in the bathroom by partial suspension. I wanted to avoid this because of paranoia. What if I gain consciousness in the process? What if I'm rescued? I always wanted to build a guillotine to make sure the job is absolutely done, but I'm getting desperate.

To does who tried this method but failed, how? Tell me what happened if you can remember

 

[qwerty1969]

Got close. Was unconscious then awoke. Freed myself out of instinct. If only I stayed unconscious for another second or two I wouldn't be still here suffering today. Throat was sore for a week or so and I had trouble eating. It was even difficult to swallow something as small as a paracetamol capsule. I struggled to eat for sometime. I don't think people think about the damage you can do to your throat and the complications of it if you survive a hanging.

 

[SilentSadness]

I also hate being trapped here in this shallow and petty world, sadly there is no good way to ctb. Hanging sounds atrociously painful and difficult and the risks of failing are catastrophic. I wish we could just die peacefully, but instead the pro-lifers want us to be miserable for eternity. I hope that you find the peace you deserve anyway.