I may CTB Monday (not settled yet)

[worldexploder]

Smart! It's better to wait longer to plan it well than to do it sooner but no well-planned. I think someone can wait the extra week or month or however long if it means that they'll succeed.

If Monday rolls around and my rig is not perfected I'm gonna have no choice but to wait. I'm going back and forth inside my head trying to figure this shit out. It's kind of stressful. A lot of work is gonna have to go into this. The pics above is just to give everyone an idea of what I'm going to do. The setup may look completely different by the time it's done.

 

[worldexploder]

Hope it goes well man. Just make sure you do it right. You don't want to get interpreted half way through and end up a vegetable. What a nightmare that would be

Thanks buddy. I can't afford to fuck something like this up hence why I'm experimenting with my set up. I need to know exactly what I am doing for this to work. If I take all the right steps and it ends up being a fail I'm gonna just have to accept this and find some other method. I don't think I'll be intercepted but I'm afraid things will end up like they did last time. But back then I just used an extension cord alone.

 

[Trashcan]

If Monday rolls around and my rig is not perfected I'm gonna have no choice but to wait. I'm going back and forth inside my head trying to figure this shit out. It's kind of stressful. A lot of work is gonna have to go into this. The pics above is just to give everyone an idea of what I'm going to do. The setup may look completely different by the time it's done.

I hope it all works out and you're able to find peace soon. :)

 

[worldexploder]

I hope it all works out and you're able to find peace soon. :)

Thank you buddy. I hope so too.

 

[Lunar]

Hope it works out for you, worldexploder. Peace to you.

 

[worldexploder]

Hope it works out for you, worldexploder. Peace to you.

Thank you my friend. I hope so too. Peace too you as well. If it fails I'll have to think of some other way.

 

[Virgo]

Your setup looks sketchy. Make sure it can hold more 1.5x your weight.

 

[worldexploder]

Monday is off the menu.

I just can't bring myself to go though with the hanging. I feel bad and sorta embarrassed for jumping the gun like I did and telling this to everyone. I should have took the time to figure out if I could CTB this way before making an announcement. I'm sorry everybody. I tried so hard to pump myself up and get everything ready. My neck is a little sore from all the experimenting I did this evening. I just want to CTB so damn bad!

 

[Schopenhauer]

Don't feel so bad. Take your time and do it right. The important thing is not to sink into apathy. You have to keep researching and refining. Also gathering resources.

 

[ouvreyes]

Weren't you writing something on the right to die? Are you planning on making whatever you have public, even if it's unfinished? I've been interested in it.

 

[worldexploder]

Weren't you writing something on the right to die? Are you planning on making whatever you have public, even if it's unfinished? I've been interested in it.

Yes. I was working on the right to die manifesto. Haven't worked on it in weeks. My head feels so cluttered. If I can get everything organized I will make it public. Depression makes it really hard to focus and that sucks!

 

[ouvreyes]

Yes. I was working on the right to die manifesto. Haven't worked on it in weeks. My head feels so cluttered. If I can get everything organized I will make it public. Depression makes it really hard to focus and that sucks!

Ahh, yeah, I know what you mean— no pressure or anything. Was just curious.