I may be gone tonight

[Ruinedmylif]

I appreciate everyone that posted on my other post and I've tried to stay positive and say that I can start over and be ok I think I'm too broken....I just don't know where to even start theres more than that going on. How do you go on when you ruined your family. When the one you love will be with someone else tonight. I was supposed to be a good person....the one in my family that everyone said would make it and I messed up so bad.

I learned from my last belt attempt in the door and have modified another one from slipping out.

As soon as she leaves with him...

 

[Throwmyselfaway]

you are writing literally my words and situation. I hope you are able to find the peace you are looking for.

 

[Squiddy]

I wish you peace

 

[Ruinedmylif]

you are writing literally my words and situation. I hope you are able to find the peace you are looking for.

Same to you friend I can either let it all crumble try to start over....live with the fact that I ruined their life or end it

 

[TheDevilsAngel]

I'm sorry you are suffering and I hope you find the peace you deserve.. Sending you hugs and love, if you need to talk I am here....

 

[Ruinedmylif]

I'm sorry you are suffering and I hope you find the peace you deserve.. Sending you hugs and love, if you need to talk I am here....

Thank you

 

[Madiem]

I appreciate everyone that posted on my other post and I've tried to stay positive and say that I can start over and be ok I think I'm too broken....I just don't know where to even start theres more than that going on. How do you go on when you ruined your family. When the one you love will be with someone else tonight. I was supposed to be a good person....the one in my family that everyone said would make it and I messed up so bad.

I learned from my last belt attempt in the door and have modified another one from slipping out.

As soon as she leaves with him...

I can relate to your situation and i hope you find peace im going to attempt full suspension hanging sometime next month.

 

[Broken Chimera]

I'm sorry it came to this. I hope you find peace.

 

[AlreadyGone]

I completely understand and I hope you find peace if this is the path you choose to take.

 

[SativaKherifa]

I hope u find the peace u seek, brother

 

[Carina]

I hope you found peace from whatever you have chosen.

 

[TheLastGoodbye]

I hope you find the peace you are looking for if you do choose to go.

 

[Skyview]

We all search for peace and to be pain free and I wish you good fortune in whatever you decide .

 

[HorribleFeelings1]

Hope you find peace, Much love

 

[Innereye]

I dont know exactly what youve been through but i honestly doubt you should feel like you are to blame. If you had shitty circumstances that gave you limitations that caused you to "ruin your family" you shouldn't hate yourself for that, dont let yourself be gaslighted into thinking you are some evil villain.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

I appreciate everyone that posted on my other post and I've tried to stay positive and say that I can start over and be ok I think I'm too broken....I just don't know where to even start theres more than that going on. How do you go on when you ruined your family. When the one you love will be with someone else tonight. I was supposed to be a good person....the one in my family that everyone said would make it and I messed up so bad.

I learned from my last belt attempt in the door and have modified another one from slipping out.

As soon as she leaves with him...

I wish you the best & hope you find peace.

 

[TheEndof]

I hope you find peace and resolution, no matter your decision. Though, I don't believe you've ruined anyone's life... but I also can empathize with your pain.