Avril
Playing Chess With Depression...
- Aug 8, 2020
- 520
As the old owners @RainAndSadness and @Marquis teaming up, everything feels right again. The sense of community feels like the SaSu of old.
There was a moment back then when I felt really sad so I left for a bit, those were the SaSu dark ages as I'd like to call them around 2023-24. Everything was different. I had lost contact with most of my friends then. I had a lot of failed attempts due to loneliness.
Anyways, OFCOM just feels like another bump in the road. We've overcome adversity before, against FT26 in 2020/21, BBC, and a lot else. FT26 felt more like a threat, a war than this, and our efforts actually made them irrelevant (is beaten the right word?). And there were a lot of prolifers and stuff going around preaching shit. We were actively defending ourselves on Gen chat, even on the Telegram. I don't feel that way anymore. I just don't want anyone to be scared is all.
The old members are slowly returning and new amazing ones are flooding in. Some are recovering, some still fighting. A lot of the new members are respectable, I don't know what changed in the vetting process but keep doing what you're doing. We even got our resident femboy @Bootleg Astolfo back. I see @TAW122 and a few of the old-timers and mods. There's so much community to fall back on.
That good, old SaSu has returned. Well, I'm guess I'm back to being a regular here.
The guys over at Recovery feel like a different subculture, and that's nice. Always been that way. I love it.
The suicidal feeling will never dissipate but as long as this loving community exists, I can still fight for another day.
I love you all.
There was a moment back then when I felt really sad so I left for a bit, those were the SaSu dark ages as I'd like to call them around 2023-24. Everything was different. I had lost contact with most of my friends then. I had a lot of failed attempts due to loneliness.
Anyways, OFCOM just feels like another bump in the road. We've overcome adversity before, against FT26 in 2020/21, BBC, and a lot else. FT26 felt more like a threat, a war than this, and our efforts actually made them irrelevant (is beaten the right word?). And there were a lot of prolifers and stuff going around preaching shit. We were actively defending ourselves on Gen chat, even on the Telegram. I don't feel that way anymore. I just don't want anyone to be scared is all.
The old members are slowly returning and new amazing ones are flooding in. Some are recovering, some still fighting. A lot of the new members are respectable, I don't know what changed in the vetting process but keep doing what you're doing. We even got our resident femboy @Bootleg Astolfo back. I see @TAW122 and a few of the old-timers and mods. There's so much community to fall back on.
That good, old SaSu has returned. Well, I'm guess I'm back to being a regular here.
The guys over at Recovery feel like a different subculture, and that's nice. Always been that way. I love it.
The suicidal feeling will never dissipate but as long as this loving community exists, I can still fight for another day.
I love you all.
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