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Nephis

Nephis

“Death should take me while I am in the mood.”
Sep 3, 2018
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I love all of you, regardless of who you are, I have love for everyone in this world no matter their deeds.

I'm no christian, I believe in no god, I hold grudges and hate just the same as you, I feel the peace of life and the death that approaches.

I wish for all of you blue clear skies, comforting winds, and beautiful starry nights.

I hope that we can all meet each other wherever those winds take us, I hope that we are friends then.

I speak all of this here because it makes me feel at peace that I can do this good for whomever reads this, that it may lessen their pain

~I hope for all of you, peace
 
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m4rius

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Dec 23, 2022
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I needed this, thanks.
 
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Nephis

Nephis

“Death should take me while I am in the mood.”
Sep 3, 2018
281
Do not thank me, I'm selfish, I want the peace of knowing I can do something for the people here that have helped me.
 
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Baron

Baron

Is there a meaning to anything?
Jun 29, 2023
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I don't want to be mean, but I have to get this off my chest. How can you love someone you don't know? There's no way you truly feel that way. These words just feel empty when I read them.
 
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angel31

angel31

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Jun 14, 2023
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Fuck this really brightened up my day not gonna lie thank u so much for that, love back <3
Im wishing u a beautiful day or whatever time it is for u :)
 
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Nephis

Nephis

“Death should take me while I am in the mood.”
Sep 3, 2018
281
I don't want to be mean, but I have to get this off my chest. How can you love someone you don't know? There's no way you truly feel that way. These words just feel empty when I read them.
I cannot have love for those I do not truly know, you speak the truth, I have love for those of man, because I am one as well, because we all suffer together, find those shores together, or find together starry nights on this world.

I may be empty but I do not lie, I do not know you, but I wish you all the best just the same...Do you not wish the same for others here?
 
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Baron

Baron

Is there a meaning to anything?
Jun 29, 2023
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I cannot have love for those I do not truly know, you speak the truth, I have love for those of man, because I am one as well, because we all suffer together, find those shores together, or find together starry nights on this world.

I may be empty but I do not lie, I do not know you, but I wish you all the best just the same...Do you not wish the same for others here?
Your right on that note. I probably felt that way, because I cannot imagine a time and a place where someone would care for me. I've lost all confidence in myself and I shouldn't denounce words with good intend because of that. I'm sorry
 
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Nephis

Nephis

“Death should take me while I am in the mood.”
Sep 3, 2018
281
Your right on that note. I probably felt that way, because I cannot imagine a time and a place where someone would care for me. I've lost all confidence in myself and I shouldn't denounce words with good intend because of that. I'm sorry
Do not apologize Baron, we walk this same path together for those shores or starry nights. I walk it alongside you, those here reading your words walk it with you as well, you are also cared for, I may not know you, but I certainly wish to get to know you wherever the waters of those shores take us. Whether in a new life or in the existence of nothingness.

~I hope for you, peace
 
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The anhedonic one

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Thank you. That was beautiful. ♥️
 
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Nephis

“Death should take me while I am in the mood.”
Sep 3, 2018
281
I wish for all of you; Beautiful starry nights
 
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