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iwantpeace01

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Apr 21, 2026
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Greetings everyone. I am currently in Delhi India. I am not from this place. I am working on a project here. I was wondering if anyone here knows what resources are available to end my existence here. I do not really wanna do it in my country. I do not want my family to see my body. I lost everything that matters to me, so i have decided to take my life here. I lost my girlfriend. The woman I wanted to married. Every thing was my fault. Everyday my agony just increases. I absolutly know that i will not be able to forget her. Which methods can be used in India?. Any help will be welcome.
 
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last-counting-days

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Apr 26, 2026
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Greetings everyone. I am currently in Delhi India. I am not from this place. I am working on a project here. I was wondering if anyone here knows what resources are available to CTB here. I do not really wanna CTB in my country. I do not want my family to see my body. I lost everything that matters to me, so i have decided to take my life here. I lost my girlfriend. The woman I wanted to married. Every thing was my fault. Everyday my agony just increases. I absolutly know that i will not be able to forget her. Which methods can be used in India?. Any help will be welcome.
what does CTB mean?
You can read the methods from this link https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/suicide-resource-compilation.3/

If you are trying to go to another country and die there, I suggest don't do that,
If a person dies in another country their parents have to spend a lot of money to move the body back to self country.
 
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last-counting-days

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Apr 26, 2026
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I will think then what is the best decision.
What are you trying to achieve ?
painless death / make it look like accident so parents will not feel guilty
What are you trying to achieve ?
painless death / make it look like accident so parents will not feel guilty
For painless death, you can read the website and pick one,
For second I don't know yet, still reading the entire log to make it look like accident
 
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iwantpeace01

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Apr 21, 2026
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What are you trying to achieve ?
painless death / make it look like accident so parents will not feel guilty
like an accident. I dont want to add more pain to this thing i want to do. Painless death does not matter now.
 
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last-counting-days

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Apr 26, 2026
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like an accident. I dont want to add more pain to this thing i want to do. Painless death does not matter now.
making to look like accident and with high success rate is kinda tough, I am still reading all the methods.
you also try to read the same, if you find something / a way to make it look like accident then tell me
making to look like accident and with high success rate is kinda tough, I am still reading all the methods.
you also try to read the same, if you find something / a way to make it look like accident then tell me
If I find a convincing method or something like that I will tell
I assume your age is between 25-35, so deaths in that age range will undergo autopsy, they can identify the cause of death in most cases.
there might be very few methods which give guaranteed death, looks like an accident, can't be detected in autopsy.
 
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iwantpeace01

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Apr 21, 2026
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making to look like accident and with high success rate is kinda tough, I am still reading all the methods.
you also try to read the same, if you find something / a way to make it look like accident then tell me

If I find a convincing method or something like that I will tell
I assume your age is between 25-35, so deaths in that age range will undergo autopsy, they can identify the cause of death in most cases.
there might be very few methods which give guaranteed death, looks like an accident, can't be detected in autopsy.
well i think i will have to ride a motorcycle and just stamp myself aganst some wall. i will have to think if that is the best options cuz i do not wanna injure anyone. If not i will have to consider hanging myself. and left a note for no one to tell my parents how i died.
 
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last-counting-days

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Apr 26, 2026
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well i think i will have to ride a motorcycle and just stamp myself aganst some wall. i will have to think if that is the best options cuz i do not wanna injure anyone. If not i will have to consider hanging myself. and left a note for no one to tell my parents how i died.
accident by motorcycle if alive, will make you crippled for entire life, then you can't die even if you choose to die because there will be a care taker.
It's a method which is not recommended,
accident by motorcycle if alive, will make you crippled for entire life, then you can't die even if you choose to die because there will be a care taker.
It's a method which is not recommended,
It depends on bike, speed, traffic at the time, people on the road, wall at the end of the road / side by. people on the road will help if something happens. survival chances will increase, CCTV camera will be there, they can say whether it's accident / suicide from that.
Too much variables and many chances you might be alive but crippled.
accident by motorcycle if alive, will make you crippled for entire life, then you can't die even if you choose to die because there will be a care taker.
It's a method which is not recommended,

It depends on bike, speed, traffic at the time, people on the road, wall at the end of the road / side by. people on the road will help if something happens. survival chances will increase, CCTV camera will be there, they can say whether it's accident / suicide from that.
Too much variables and many chances you might be alive but crippled.
Do you eat veg or non veg?
There are some incidents where some people eat chicken and died.
If we can find some information on how they died exactly and what made it possible then we can replicate
accident by motorcycle if alive, will make you crippled for entire life, then you can't die even if you choose to die because there will be a care taker.
It's a method which is not recommended,

It depends on bike, speed, traffic at the time, people on the road, wall at the end of the road / side by. people on the road will help if something happens. survival chances will increase, CCTV camera will be there, they can say whether it's accident / suicide from that.
Too much variables and many chances you might be alive but crippled.

Do you eat veg or non veg?
There are some incidents where some people eat chicken and died.
If we can find some information on how they died exactly and what made it possible then we can replicate
Painless death is far easy than making it look like an accident. (Fact)
 
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iwantpeace01

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Apr 21, 2026
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accident by motorcycle if alive, will make you crippled for entire life, then you can't die even if you choose to die because there will be a care taker.
It's a method which is not recommended,

It depends on bike, speed, traffic at the time, people on the road, wall at the end of the road / side by. people on the road will help if something happens. survival chances will increase, CCTV camera will be there, they can say whether it's accident / suicide from that.
Too much variables and many chances you might be alive but crippled.

Do you eat veg or non veg?
There are some incidents where some people eat chicken and died.
If we can find some information on how they died exactly and what made it possible then we can replicate

Painless death is far easy than making it look like an accident. (Fact)
There are so many variants in every decision. Do you think i can use the fan ceiling hook as an anchor point for hanging myself? Is that resistent in india?
You know what is the most interesting thing? I mactch a girl on bubmble this weekend. She was insisting on meeting in this specific point in Ghaziabad. Like obviously it was a scam. Maybe some dangerous people. I should have gone to the meeting. I would be dead and without feeling this horrible by now.
 
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last-counting-days

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Apr 26, 2026
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accident by motorcycle if alive, will make you crippled for entire life, then you can't die even if you choose to die because there will be a care taker.
It's a method which is not recommended,

It depends on bike, speed, traffic at the time, people on the road, wall at the end of the road / side by. people on the road will help if something happens. survival chances will increase, CCTV camera will be there, they can say whether it's accident / suicide from that.
Too much variables and many chances you might be alive but crippled.

Do you eat veg or non veg?
There are some incidents where some people eat chicken and died.
If we can find some information on how they died exactly and what made it possible then we can replicate
Painless death is far easy than making it look like an accident. (Fact)
There are so many variants in every decision. Do you think i can use the fan ceiling hook as an anchor point for hanging myself? Is that resistent in india?
You know what is the most interesting thing? I mactch a girl on bubmble this weekend. She was insisting on meeting in this specific point in Ghaziabad. Like obviously it was a scam. Maybe some dangerous people. I should have gone to the meeting. I would be dead and without feeling this horrible by now.
A girl calling to a specific place on first time meet is usually a scam to loot more money by adding extra dishes on the bill, ties with restaurant. No need to feel bad.
Girl insisting to meet without knowing other person much is a scam, girls prefer safety, if they are asking out to meet, there are restaurant ties / owner ties for the scam.
as long as no one enters your room for 30 mins you can succeed
 
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hati793

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Apr 24, 2026
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Rent a bike, go to some hill station like manali and drive in the valley.

On some streaches near rohtang pass there are 1000m+ valley just beside road.

Make sure to do it in night when no one is watching
 

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