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[QueSeraSera]

Strange, right? I know. So yeah, I like it here. You all say what my brain thinks.

By the way, I'm moody as fuck. My opinion changes based on said mood. I have clinical depression and borderline personality disorder. Basically bipolar lol.

Anyways, I give epic advice. Seriously. I help people better than I help myself. Smh at MY issues. I'm blunt but I'm honest.

This forum contains free thinkers and extremely empathetic people.

Why are the most caring people on a suicide forum? Makes you wonder...

Anyway, I literally lack joy and happiness. Planning the Exit bag/nitrogen method. Just being a huge baby about it though.

Until then....you all are surprisingly soothing to me.

 

[Miss clefable]

Strange, right? I know. So yeah, I like it here. You all say what my brains thinks.

By the way, I'm moody as fuck. My opinion changes based on said mood. I have clinical depression and borderline personality disorder. Basically bipolar lol.

Anyways, I give epic advice. Seriously. I help people better than I help myself. Smh at MY issues. I'm blunt but I'm honest.

This forum contains free thinkers and extremely empathetic people.

Why are the most caring people on a suicide forum? Makes you wonder...

Anyway, I literally lack joy and happiness. Planning the Exit bag/nitrogen method. Just being a huge baby about it though.

Until then....you all are surprisingly soothing to me.

Hugs I like it too

 

[Samuel]

Welcome

 

[QueSeraSera]

Hugs I like it too

Hugs to you! ❤

 

[QueSeraSera]

Welcome

Thank you Samuel! ❤

 

[Ben]

Welcome friend

 

[QueSeraSera]

Welcome friend

Ben!!!! Thank you friend! ❤

 

[Ashpac]

Welcome. This forum is unique.

 

[EternalSanction]

Welcome to the board :)

 

[QueSeraSera]

Welcome. This forum is unique.

Thanks Ashpac! Indeed! ❤

 

[QueSeraSera]

Welcome to the board :)

Why thank you!

 

[Lara Francis]

Welcome to our family

 

[BlackDragonof1989]

Herro welcome to the forum please enjoy your stay, I'm glad it can bring you some comfort it does for me as well.

 

[QueSeraSera]

Welcome to our family

awww thank you...I need a better family anyway ❤

 

[QueSeraSera]

Herro welcome to the forum please enjoy your stay, I'm glad it can bring you some comfort it does for me as well.

You know what? I feel like a horrible person when I talk to non-suicidal people. But here, I feel "normal", safe, understood. ❤

 

[weedoge]

Hiya Sera, assuming I can call you that? Welcome, I feel kinda similar. I can analyse and give advice on other peoples problems but never my own. I think it's maybe just that most other people have a strong desire to fix their problems but we kind of don't anymore, so we don't really listen to our own logic.

Just wondering if you have some plan to try and push through the survival instinct or any sort of time period in mind? Otherwise make yourself comfy.

Welcome to our family

 

[Anyara]

Welcome! I'm still more a lurker than a poster but I totally get this!!!

 

[CentreMid]

Hello, and welcome! I'm also planning using a nitrogen exit bag!

 

[BlackDragonof1989]

You know what? I feel like a horrible person when I talk to non-suicidal people. But here, I feel "normal", safe, understood. ❤

Yeah, me too. I feel like I've brought my suicidality on myself and there is always this divide between the non-suicidal and the suicidal, like I am carrying some affliction that I cannot open up about to most. I have been antinatalist as well for years now, I just broke a long time ago in some way I became disillusioned with the normal and could not ever belong I felt.

 

[Regisphilbin_savant]

awww thank you...I need a better family anyway ❤

I would trade my family for the latest fortnite release and popcorn .I as well need a new family.

 

[QueSeraSera]

Hiya Sera, assuming I can call you that? Welcome, I feel kinda similar. I can analyse and give advice on other peoples problems but never my own. I think it's maybe just that most other people have a strong desire to fix their problems but we kind of don't anymore, so we don't really listen to our own logic.

Just wondering if you have some plan to try and push through the survival instinct or any sort of time period in mind? Otherwise make yourself comfy.

Hi! Yes you can call me Sera ❤

My issue is the Nitro is 99.8%...and I am not sure if it will kill me OR leave me brain dead. THAT scares me!

I'm over this world. The good people get abused. I'm bored of life. I've had too many people hurt me. I'm aiming for December 2018....3 months.

 

[dhk96]

You all say what my brain thinks.

This.

All the thoughts I thought or the feelings I've felt usually make their way into comments by others. When I can't put something into words, someone has already done it for me through their own experiences.

 

[QueSeraSera]

Welcome! I'm still more a lurker than a poster but I totally get this!!!

Hi! Thank you!! I was a lurker for a while before I finally joined too! I'm so glad you "get it"! ❤

 

[QueSeraSera]

Hello, and welcome! I'm also planning using a nitrogen exit bag!

Hello!! Thank you!!! Have you found issues getting industrial strength Nitro? You can almost forget about even trying Helium nowadays with the measley percentages...ugh. Tell me more!

 

[PatKat]

Strange, right? I know. So yeah, I like it here. You all say what my brain thinks.

By the way, I'm moody as fuck. My opinion changes based on said mood. I have clinical depression and borderline personality disorder. Basically bipolar lol.

Anyways, I give epic advice. Seriously. I help people better than I help myself. Smh at MY issues. I'm blunt but I'm honest.

This forum contains free thinkers and extremely empathetic people.

Why are the most caring people on a suicide forum? Makes you wonder...

Anyway, I literally lack joy and happiness. Planning the Exit bag/nitrogen method. Just being a huge baby about it though.

Until then....you all are surprisingly soothing to me.

I like it here also for the most part the users are friendly minus the occasional pro-life person. It really helps me to talk to others suffering also.

 

[QueSeraSera]

Yeah, me too. I feel like I've brought my suicidality on myself and there is always this divide between the non-suicidal and the suicidal, like I am carrying some affliction that I cannot open up about to most. I have been antinatalist as well for years now, I just broke a long time ago in some way I became disillusioned with the normal and could not ever belong I felt.

Not gonna lie, you made me Google "antinatalist", as I never heard of that before. That's some interesting stuff! In a way, we were never asked if we wanted to be here - yet, here we are - and now we have to play the game of life, like it or not.

Life is beautiful. But life is ugly too. I've been gaslighted for YEARS by people making me feel like I'm crazy for simply being depressed or having my issues. Who wants to deal with that! Not me. I used to be powerless, but now my power is back and I will use it to end my life on MY terms. ❤

 

[QueSeraSera]

I would trade my family for the latest fortnite release and popcorn .I as well need a new family.

I share your sentiments!!! Lmao!!

 

[Ben]

Hey.

You're cool.

That's is all.

 

[BlackDragonof1989]

Not gonna lie, you made me Google "antinatalist", as I never heard of that before. That's some interesting stuff! In a way, we were never asked if we wanted to be here - yet, here we are - and now we have to play the game of life, like it or not.

Life is beautiful. But life is ugly too. I've been gaslighted for YEARS by people making me feel like I'm crazy for simply being depressed or having my issues. Who wants to deal with that! Not me. I used to be powerless, but now my power is back and I will use it to end my life on MY terms. ❤

Oh thank you, like Smila and some others here I believe, many of us came across Inmendham videos and they just clicked for some reason. I've found some sort of comfort in the pessimistic for a long time. I am still researching various things in spirituality and even the occult, but I almost would rather it not be true, it's so much more complicated to worry about upsetting a deity or deities and having to always swear allegiance and loyalty and so on. I don't know. I just have tried to be more good than bad to people, but eh I don't know *shakes my head* Maybe it's our fate, maybe it's our choice, maybe some of both *shrugs*

Whatever you decide, I wish you peace and no more suffering <3 Life is a cruel, harsh mistress to many it would seem.

 

[lv-gras]

Herro welcome to the forum please enjoy your stay, I'm glad it can bring you some comfort it does for me as well.

forgive for hijacking this thread but this seemed strangely appropriate

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