Venting i lie to myself

[suicidepanda]

you know that moment when all the buildup just explodes and you just can't fucking take the loneliness anymore? it's just clawing at you and you can't help but break down and cry because you're weak.

i cant help but be upset. why can't i make friends

 

[SVEN]

Friends are a hard one.

 

[suicidepanda]

Friends are a hard one.

I know, it's so tough. I just want my favorite person to come back. I'm tired of sitting here waiting for something to happen, So I try looking for groups and chats. It just.. doesn't work.

I'm exhausted.

 

[SVEN]

Groups and chats take time and patience. Too much, too soon, is offputting I think. Maybe sometimes less is more. Especially on a Suicide Discussion group where so many are trying to handle a life which is so rotten their greatest desire is to leave it.