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darkdarkdark
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- Feb 8, 2023
- 42
My doctor and my parents always say that I should go outside more and walk around.
The fun part is my depression just makes me wanna stay inside.
I can't get out of bed.
Today, I woke up at 6:00am and it took an hour for me to get myself out of the bed.
Then, I cleaned my room and lost all the energy.
I can't function...
I just can't
I know I sound like a lose and I am.
I'm not even paying the rent for my apartment because I lost my job.
I am a financial and emotional burden to my family and I just want to be over with this.
I know that I should take advantage of the time while I stay in Seoul but it's just too hard.
I don't even have the energy to ctb.
I just feel so empty
The fun part is my depression just makes me wanna stay inside.
I can't get out of bed.
Today, I woke up at 6:00am and it took an hour for me to get myself out of the bed.
Then, I cleaned my room and lost all the energy.
I can't function...
I just can't
I know I sound like a lose and I am.
I'm not even paying the rent for my apartment because I lost my job.
I am a financial and emotional burden to my family and I just want to be over with this.
I know that I should take advantage of the time while I stay in Seoul but it's just too hard.
I don't even have the energy to ctb.
I just feel so empty