I know suicide is what I want

[anyoneshorizon]

I am sure that I will go out by my own hands sooner rather than later. I would like to say that there is no hope for me my life is horrible but the truth is I have many opportunities to have a good life mostly. I just feel that there is no point because I will never feel anything. I feel mostly nothing and the occasional sadness. Suicide is my favorite option I won't have to deal with the struggles and worries of life. I don't think I'll ever be able to enjoy life and so what is the point. I feel like I am taking a step closer to ending it everyday. Certain events sometimes stop me or make me reconsider but not for long. I feel like it can happen anytime.

 

[wanttodie]

me to I know suicide is what I want

 

[theboy]

me 2

 

[FuneralCry]

Suicide has always been the preferable option for me as well, to me there is nothing more ideal than being permanently free from this life at a time of my own choosing, and never having to endure another day of this life ever again. Staying alive just inevitably leads to more suffering and just prolongs the problems that we experience. Life really is such a terrible concept and is so unnecessary anyway. But of course at least to me suicide is unfortunately not that straightforward.
I do hope that you find what you are looking for as I get that it can be so awful having to endure a life that you hate.