I know I always say that life has no real meaning, but it really look like I'm "destined" to suicide

[letied]

I tried. I tried to live like you have no idea. I tried what I should do, I tried what I want to do.

I tried hard, I worked hard on everything. It's like life doesn't want me. It's unbelievable.

My whole life has been shit. I went through all kinds of abuse. I don't know what it's like to have a good time.

So I really think suicide is rational for some people. If life won't let you live, what are you supposed to do?

I'm scared because I'm so unlucky that there is a high chance that I will end up as fucking vegetable.

 

[Suicidebydeath]

Same. I'm ok with dying if I did more good than bad, which I probably did since my conscience is huge. I don't know if everybody is meant to have a good time and suicide seems rational to me when society isn't helpful and life is harder for some than others. I wish I had zero responsibilities and could just die right away. I miss the girl I love who passed away and don't believe there's any chance I'll find her again and it makes it hard to think about anyone else too.

I wish I had died a long, long time ago. I also don't want to inflict any damage on this body, it's bad enough.

 

[Graham]

I worry about being unsuccessful too

Could be even worse

X

 

[FuneralCry]

It really is such a horrible world and it is sad how so much suffering exists. This life really is so unfair as many people are disadvantaged through no fault of their own. I do believe that in a world like this, wanting suicide can be perfectly rational. It is what makes sense for me personally, as I do not see my life as being worth living and the future will only get worse for me.

I also fear the method failing and it is what holds me back from attempting. It is so cruel how we are forced to exist, and yet it is so difficult to leave. It is terrifying the thought of failing ctb and ending up with damage. A peaceful exit from this life should be a human right.