rotten
Student
- Apr 14, 2021
- 116
In real life I have this tendency to drive people away. I've been thinking about it quite a bit and I realize it may be due to my desensitization to harsh situations. Like today I casually mentioned a bad story about family to a friend of mine (it was related to what they were talking about) And of course now they are ignoring me. I suppose maybe I was talking about it too lightly, like I was talking about what I had for lunch. But I can't always help it, I'm usually numb. I'm always questioning whether I'm under reacting or if everyone else is overreacting. I just really need to blend in better or just never speak at all because this is really starting to hurt.