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Jamesun

Jamesun

No longer human.
Feb 23, 2022
127
Hi, lately I've been feeling horrible, I don't fully understand why I feel like this, a few months ago I was diagnosed with GAD but I think that since then I've felt worse.As much as I take medication for it, I think that it has not worked for me, and I have realized that I have emotional dependence in these weeks.
I haven't stopped thinking about dying, maybe this is an option, although it would hurt a little more to leave my girlfriend and my few friends, I don't know what to do, if I continue and see if everything changes at some point.
I really don't understand what's wrong with me, why I always ask for forgiveness, why I feel like everything is my fault, why I want to die every day deep down, I feel that I should disappear and stop bothering to all the world.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,258
It must be so tiring and awful suffering like that but anyway I wish you the best in whatever happens going forward.
 
sppplmgwiwlkiwbtft

sppplmgwiwlkiwbtft

you see it too. for me, it's always like this.
Jun 15, 2023
59
Same with medication.. lost any hope it'll ever help
Wish all the best.. I hope the meds start working for you soon or at least you find peace
 

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