I just want to feel wanted

[here_for_now]

I really I tried my best I tried to make friends I tried to open up I tried to be understanding I tried to lose weight I tried every f****** thing I even tried to make friends here but nobody cares and I understand I'm a boring mother f***** and I'm not that interesting but I think I'm a decent person

It's so f****** depressing because every time I try to make friends anywhere even on this form I get pity answers and then they try to disengage I'm never get a message first I never get any text backs when I'm trying to make friends even online is is miserable everybody just ignores me
Some people here are really nice but even those people don't want to be my friend it's sad I was this lonely since kindergarden but and some people tell me that I should live

I HAVE NOTHING TO LIVE FOR NADA

 

[Agroboy]

I offer you another thought: sometimes people genuinely don't understand, either because their suffering is different or because they're exhausted. They may even want to help, but they don't know how.

Instead of that, I think it's better to do things you enjoy—ranging from the simplest to the most complex."