Venting I just want huggie

[Namelesa]

If I have to continue to suffer through this painful existence and not be able to kill myself then please someone just give me a long huggie. I just want huggie. I just want to be given physical affection and feel vulnerable but safe with someone. Its honestly the best feeling in the world to me. I just want someone to take care of me but I am too much of a pathetic sensitive emotional burden so people are just going to leave me and I will be in more mental pain and it will become even harder for a new person to want to stay with me.

If in my last relationship I just didn't express my emotions or interests and dealt with keeping these and my pain to myself so that it won't lead me to doing some bad stuff, I would still be with him. His mum won't hate me and allow him to see me and we could still have hugs and spend time with each other. Cus of my painful emotions and not sacrificing myself enough I can't get what I need to feel better, especially as I am trapped by family and so am limited in how I can meet new people now. I am a worthless failure that can't do anything right.

 

[GoSan1]

It is fine to be very emotional, while one might be very vulnerable, it is also one of the purest forms of behavior, that combined with love can lead to beautiful things. But there is a big twist, and that is this world. It doesn't allow such a thing and is cruel to us, thus making all of that useless. I get you, I'm very emotional too, I like being like this, I just hate being "here"... Sorry you're feeling this way.

 

[maniac116]

 

[human909]

I hope you find peace soon!

 

[Redacted24]

Sending a nice, long, warm to you.
You're a really kind person and that deserves hugs!

 

[L'absent]

Reading your words hurts because it's clear how much you long for something simple, human, and fundamental: warmth, safety, presence. No one should feel trapped in pain to the point of believing they don't deserve affection. It's not true that you are a burden, nor that you are a failure. Your need to be cared for, to be seen and hugged, doesn't make you weak—it makes you profoundly human.
The world is unfair in the way it often distributes comfort, leaving those who need it the most empty-handed. But even if everything around you seems to be falling apart, I want you to feel, at least here, a fragment of what you are looking for: a space where your pain is not a nuisance, where your sensitivity is not a flaw.
If I could transmit through these words even a small part of the care and acceptance you deserve, I would. You are not invisible, you are not forgotten. And even if the world has not been kind to you, know that here, at least now, someone truly sees you.

 

[Red Moon]

I sent you a hug.

 

[OptingOutSmiling]

A long huggie coming your way, it really is the best feeling in the world, just to be hugged like that, understood like that, and cared for like that. A big, long, uncomplicated, simple and genuine huggie And please know that you are appreciated on here too, and you are definitely not worthless.

 

[lawr]

There truly is little that can compare to the warmth and comfort of a hug. Sending one your way, friend.

 

[_Maya]

I yearn for physical affection, its one of my main reasons for my depression. I haven't felt any actual physical affection in years.

 

[Pluto]