TheWorstLife
Musician
- Nov 8, 2025
- 44
all i need in life is a place to stay, the basic needs and some zaza.
no zaza i cant sleep ever almost. i bave ti stay up a full 24 hours before i even sleep. woke uo around 3pm yesterday its 5:34pm now and im prob gonna sleep at 8 i hope.. otherwise im dumb. i can feel myself getting dumber and my brain swling and damagjng i want it to kill me but it just wont it would take so long. this feeling is weird its like a sadness but an exhaustion that makes you so tired rhe sadness is just a void that fills you and you kinda soak in it. its cold and filled with empty emotionless memories. the memories i once had are losing meaning there was never a point to any time in my life, it was just spur of the moments. i dont get why they even happened. why does a moment have to happen to me? why do i have to be some soul
no zaza i cant sleep ever almost. i bave ti stay up a full 24 hours before i even sleep. woke uo around 3pm yesterday its 5:34pm now and im prob gonna sleep at 8 i hope.. otherwise im dumb. i can feel myself getting dumber and my brain swling and damagjng i want it to kill me but it just wont it would take so long. this feeling is weird its like a sadness but an exhaustion that makes you so tired rhe sadness is just a void that fills you and you kinda soak in it. its cold and filled with empty emotionless memories. the memories i once had are losing meaning there was never a point to any time in my life, it was just spur of the moments. i dont get why they even happened. why does a moment have to happen to me? why do i have to be some soul
