bravelytothewinter
Member
- Aug 3, 2025
- 37
I've not been too suicidal in the past month I suppose but I guess I'm here again. I'm honestly not even a wanting to die, I just don't really care at this point about anything.... I'm not sure. My uni starts in 6 months which, does feel like a long time and it will get me out of here but does it matter? I'll still be unhappy, I'll just have a job and a life path I chose, it all feels pointless. I know this world is just meaningless and you must create your own, but I don't see a path to this that would satisfy me. I don't really enjoy anything other than listening to music and fucking with my music server and I appear to enjoy both of those less and less. I'm just not sure what I want our of this planet, I just want to finally go to sleep.
