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seekingrelease22

Student
Feb 28, 2024
122
Should that be enough to kill me? I just swallowed them all now
 
Painfu.Ll.suffering

Painfu.Ll.suffering

My D
Sep 17, 2023
171
Why?

If you did it already : does it matter know?
You made urself the experiment... I hope you find peace... Have u read into this? Overdosing is difficult if you want the effect to be sure death from what i know
 
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seekingrelease22

Student
Feb 28, 2024
122
Why?

If you did it already : does it matter know?
You made urself the experiment... I hope you find peace... Have u read into this? Overdosing is difficult if you want the effect to be sure death from what i know
I just felt I couldn't go on anymore
 
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axab43

Experienced
Mar 10, 2024
221
I'm so sorry you felt you had to do this and I understand. If it doesn't work, can you let us know how you are, when you are able? Thinking of you.
 
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Painfu.Ll.suffering

Painfu.Ll.suffering

My D
Sep 17, 2023
171
I just felt I couldn't go on anymore
I am sorry you felt that... But thats a feeling. Feelings come and go... Was this the first time you felt it?
And what do you feel now?
Omg i feel weird witnessing this if this i true...
You can still call the ambulance and tell them what you did and ask them if that will surely kill you because that is what you wanted... πŸ˜… I don't know what's right to say in this situation.

Is taking a massive amount of tablets that can damage your health and then you HAVE TO go on with these new circumstances better... I really hope you thought this through although it sounds impulsive...
 
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OrphicEnd

OrphicEnd

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Aug 24, 2023
236
What is done is done now, I hope it will work or you may only get permanent damage

Sending you hugs, how do you feel now ?
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,315
I just felt I couldn't go on anymore
Well, if you are serious you should not just take anything and hope it works. You just harm yourself more and maybe you end up in a hospital and/or in a psych ward. I don't think that mix is lethal but maybe dangerous for your health. Consider medical help.


 
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UKscotty

Doesn't read PMs
May 20, 2021
2,445
Personally if you are still conscious I'd call 999 and get to A&E.

That stuff will have you tripping out for days and you will be like a zombie in and out of it.

I got tripping only twice in my life - and never ever again. Tripping and hallucinations when you have depression are not a good mix, in my opinion anyway. I'm sure some people enjoy it.
 
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rosenwasser

rosenwasser

per ardua ad astra
Sep 9, 2023
126
Sorry, I'm quite late and you're probably not conscious anymore - this combo is unlikely to be lethal, it won't deprive you of oxygen and won't relax your muscles enough for a certain death. It could cause a lethal serotonine syndrome but otherwise the toxicity is just not high enough. It would be best to call 999 in this situation.
I hope I'm wrong in this assessment though :(
 
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nothingtolivefor

Member
Mar 17, 2024
14
I have lots of excess hydroxizine, didn't know it could really kill you. I always wonder if they say you can't OD on certain pills just to dissuade people but I'm not sure...RIP OP probably. Hopefully they're in a better place
 
Illegal Preclear

Illegal Preclear

The CEO of CTB
Sep 6, 2022
239
If CTB is what you truly wish, than I hope you're on the other side now, with this Prison Planet disappearing into your rear view mirror.
 

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