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Emily
- Oct 7, 2024
- 24
We are both very busy people and they know of my bad depression. I texted them today about some personal updates assuming they wouldn't respond, but they responded right away. We talked for a bit about changes in our lives and their experience at college and then they asked how I was. For the first time in a while, I was honest and said that I wanted to CTB and that I might do it soon and that I know what I would do to CTB (SN), along with me writing a note. They said that they understood and gave me some tips about thinking things through and said that they had a plan too. Whenever I open up even slightly about feeling suicidal, I usually get generic yet patronizing responses, but they instead were very attentive and listened and we both sorta opened up about it. It honestly helped a ton and made me feel a bit better and although we don't talk on a regular basis, they are the closest friend I think I have had and I love them unconditionally.
Lee, if you see this, you are one of the best people I've ever met and thank you for being there for me. Regardless of what happens, I am grateful that you are such a good person to lean on and I can't express how proud of you I am for who you are.
Lee, if you see this, you are one of the best people I've ever met and thank you for being there for me. Regardless of what happens, I am grateful that you are such a good person to lean on and I can't express how proud of you I am for who you are.