I just realized death really is the best option for me

[kunikuzushi]

I've been a pathetic NEET for 6 years. And it just hit me that it's actually impossible for me to reassimilate into society. I feel so overwhelmed every day not having enough time to eat, clean, take care of my hygiene, etc. Imagine losing 20-40 hours a week. What the hell it doesn't make sense to me how anyone does it. I worked about 8 jobs in my past and they all left me traumatized from how overwhelmed I got. I don't know what's wrong with me, but I can't handle it. And now there's no way I'm going back. But I need money to live haha

 

[wayn]

Yeah I felt the same way, but after a while it is actually started to disappear, what I would like to do in the long term is save some money then start my own business, I think it's might fit you aswell

 

[kunikuzushi]

Yeah I felt the same way, but after a while it is actually started to disappear, what I would like to do in the long term is save some money then start my own business, I think it's might fit you aswell

I got no money to save

 

[BlockHammer]

I've been jobeless for about 2 years right after i graduate, i tried my best but it never paid off, sometimes i do think that death is the only solution cause i don't want to work dead end job, unable to keep my hobby

 

[ijustwishtodie]

I don't understand why anybody wants to be a part of this shitty society but I think that it's so fucked that we're forced to either gamble dying through a suicide method or suffer being a wage slave for a few decades. Being a neet honestly sounds so nice to me and I hate that I'm either forced to die horrifically or be a wage slave for decades (honestly, I'd rather die horrifically but of course I'm too scared for that due to SI)

 

[TAW122]

I had the same realization when I was younger too, even before I went to college and such. However, like most people, I still have to fight the SI, method acquisition, and many other factors too, so here I am still biding my time and waiting for that opportunity before I act. The last thing I ever want to do is to act impulsively or rashly and end up even worse than I currently am in.